Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
Fitz’s mouth twists. “You have…” His eyes flick over my shoulder, and I nearly turn to follow, but Fitz’s fingers hold my chin, so similarly to the night of the gala. My breath hitches as he angles his face, bringing it closer to mine, and I feel the beer slosh in the glass as I grip it tightly when his mouth plants the smallest kiss to the corner of my mouth.
“It was a drop.” But if it was a drop, I’m not sure why he’s still lingering, or why he brushes the strands of my hair back until he whispers in my ear, “there’s someone recording us in the corner.”
My free hand comes up to his chest, lightly clutching his t-shirt because I’m afraid if I hold the glass with both hands, I might crush it. “Is there?”
Fitz hums his answer and he’s so close I feel the echo flow down my body. “How soon until those photos are online?”
“Ninety seconds,” I guess, shivering when his breath dusts the soft skin of my ear.
“How many more after that until the White House sees them?”
“Eleven.” My voice nearly squeaks, my fingers flexing against his chest.
“Mmm. We should make the most of them, yeah?” Fitz brings his face back around to mine. He’s staring at my mouth so intensely I can practically feel it.
“May I?”
I dare anyone to say no.
I nod. My entire body melting at the perfect time, just as Fitz’s hand finds the small of my back, keeping me upright and against him as his mouth presses to mine. His breath is warm, his taste familiar, sweet from the beer. I don’t know if he realizes I shudder, because Fitz doesn’t change the tone of the kiss—it’s purposeful, just deep enough, and absolutely perfect, exactly as it was in the car at the gala.
But unlike the other night, Fitz breaks, but doesn’t pull away, and what changes is the way he swoops my lips back and capture mine. Now it’s different.
And now, this time, I’m really kissing him back.
I release his shirt and bring my hand to his cheek, the tips of my fingers tickled by the short scruff along my jaw. Everything ticks up a notch—the movement of our lips, the closeness of our bodies, and my pulse. If it wasn’t rushing so loudly through my veins, I might’ve sworn I just heard a soft sigh roll out of Fitz. I scratch at his cheek again, to give the sound another chance, but he pulls back just as the tips of our tongues touch, but not before I’ve captured his bottom lip between my teeth.
Yeah, I think to myself. This time it’s different.