Back The Americana Playbook Save as PDF
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“Then I guess my answer would depend on what kind of underwear.” Fitz grins against the glass he picks up, and I don’t know why but it might be the greatest, unintentionally sexy thing I’ve ever seen. He lowers it after taking a sip. “There’s only one thing you could wear that would top that. And you’re already wearing it.”

My eyes drop to the ring. The sapphire glows in the light that shines off its diamond counterpart.

“I was wearing your jersey the night I found you in the club,” I remind him, looking back up. “Probably a few other of the girls too.”

“Funny enough, you were the only one I noticed it on.”

I know this shouldn’t make me smile, but it does, even though I fight against it. Because I’m not sure what Fitz is trying to prove in this moment. I don’t need the flattery, especially not in a pocket of privacy. We might have eyes on us, but we’re not being eavesdropped on.

But I decide it’s nice to be flattered. It’s nice to be shown off and not hidden away, even under the false pretense of a relationship that doesn’t exist. I can enjoy this night of pretend, I decide. I can live in it as if it’s real.

“By the way,” he murmurs. “I didn’t bid on the whale watching.”

“I already forgot about that,” I say. “What a bummer.”

“I tend to get seasick.”

“Since when?” I recall a dozen times being on a boat out past the bay with Fitz. Sure, the sea out there was pretty mild in terms of waves. But seasickness is seasickness. “You never said no when I asked you to come out on the boat with me.”

He sighs. “I never really said no to you, did I?”

A shiver creeps up my spine.

“If you needed something, I’d never say no. Not for anything.”

“Do you still love to ride?”

I jump out of the past and right back into the present, where I find Fitz smiling coyly.

“Excuse me?”

He breaks into soft laughter that I swear is far too delicate to escape from his broad chest.

Fitz tips his head toward the back of the room where the silent auction table is. “Riding lessons for you. I’ll get the certificate when we leave.”

I’m touched, but my confusion makes it to the surface first. “It’s an auction. You could be outbid.” I remind him.

Fitz says nothing, just reaches for his short glass and tips the remaining liquor into his mouth. “Added an extra zero for good measure. Consider it an engagement gift.”

My eyes widen. “I get that I’ve never properly celebrated anyone’s engagement before, but don’t other people give the bride and groom gifts?”