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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“When it gets to the point you’re on your knees for me, there will be nothing quiet about the lead-up.” His words leave tingles across the delicate skin of my ear and neck.

When. He said when, not if.

Fitz slips his hand in mine. “Come. Let’s put your new hobby of spending my money to a good cause.”

I lean all my weight into my heels. “I told you, I’ll pay⁠—”

“Don’t be ridiculous, Parker. With me, you’ll want for nothing.”

I’m taken aback by his serious tone, and Fitz knows it. “What’s with you tonight?”

“What’s with me?”

“You’re awfully enthusiastic about this.”

“The auction?” he asks.

“Us,” I clarify. “You’re awfully…”

Into me, I nearly say.

“Bourbon and a beautiful woman would do that to you, Parker.”

My eyes widen.

“You can take the compliment. You’re beautiful. Do you need me to poll everyone in this room?” he teases. “I’ll only say this one more time. Since you’re mine, you’re going to be taken care of the way you deserve. Besides, you in that dress is already a return on my investment.”

“I still think you’re enjoying this a little too much.” I try to keep my tone kind of playful, but I still stand by what I’m saying.

This is more than I expected—more touching, more closeness, more effort even when it’s just the two of us. Then again, it’s not like I have other fake relationships to compare. Maybe this is how it should be. But there’s something about the way his finger rubs against my ring that makes me feel it carries more weight than the sum of its carats.

“I’m just making lemonade out of lemons,” Fitz tells me.

“Did you just call me a lemon?”

His mouth winds into a grin. “Yeah. When you’re added to something, you make it better. No matter what it might be.”

Fitz changes the subject again, pointing out a private whale-watching excursion on the auction table. But my thoughts are elsewhere, wondering if he notices how my hand grows sweaty in his as I try to decipher how it’s possible he remains so calm, cool, and collected against my nerves when I’m the one who orchestrated all of this in the first place.

* * *

“I’m surprised he let you out of the house looking like that.”

With my legs crossed, the slit rides all the way up my thigh. I shift in my seat, bringing the fabric to curtain together. I’m about to vomit a sea of excuses about how Fitz gave me little notice, but that wouldn’t exactly support our cause, considering Lo and everyone at this table believe we’ve been in a relationship for well over a year.