Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“When it gets to the point you’re on your knees for me, there will be nothing quiet about the lead-up.” His words leave tingles across the delicate skin of my ear and neck.
When. He said when, not if.
Fitz slips his hand in mine. “Come. Let’s put your new hobby of spending my money to a good cause.”
I lean all my weight into my heels. “I told you, I’ll pay—”
“Don’t be ridiculous, Parker. With me, you’ll want for nothing.”
I’m taken aback by his serious tone, and Fitz knows it. “What’s with you tonight?”
“What’s with me?”
“You’re awfully enthusiastic about this.”
“The auction?” he asks.
“Us,” I clarify. “You’re awfully…”
Into me, I nearly say.
“Bourbon and a beautiful woman would do that to you, Parker.”
My eyes widen.
“You can take the compliment. You’re beautiful. Do you need me to poll everyone in this room?” he teases. “I’ll only say this one more time. Since you’re mine, you’re going to be taken care of the way you deserve. Besides, you in that dress is already a return on my investment.”
“I still think you’re enjoying this a little too much.” I try to keep my tone kind of playful, but I still stand by what I’m saying.
This is more than I expected—more touching, more closeness, more effort even when it’s just the two of us. Then again, it’s not like I have other fake relationships to compare. Maybe this is how it should be. But there’s something about the way his finger rubs against my ring that makes me feel it carries more weight than the sum of its carats.
“I’m just making lemonade out of lemons,” Fitz tells me.
“Did you just call me a lemon?”
His mouth winds into a grin. “Yeah. When you’re added to something, you make it better. No matter what it might be.”
Fitz changes the subject again, pointing out a private whale-watching excursion on the auction table. But my thoughts are elsewhere, wondering if he notices how my hand grows sweaty in his as I try to decipher how it’s possible he remains so calm, cool, and collected against my nerves when I’m the one who orchestrated all of this in the first place.
* * *
“I’m surprised he let you out of the house looking like that.”
With my legs crossed, the slit rides all the way up my thigh. I shift in my seat, bringing the fabric to curtain together. I’m about to vomit a sea of excuses about how Fitz gave me little notice, but that wouldn’t exactly support our cause, considering Lo and everyone at this table believe we’ve been in a relationship for well over a year.