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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

Fitz shifts, and the small movement brings my attention back to his arms. There’s something about the fine dark hair that dusts the tight skin covering strong muscles that screams for my attention. I focus on them so hard I swear I must be hallucinating because I can see myself flinging my mouth to the side and sinking my teeth into them while Fitz cages the side of my head.

I immediately shake the image away. I think the mention of celibacy pushed my brain in the direction of bad ideas, like thinking about how it might feel for Fitz to lie on top of me.

After all, this is Fitz. My Fitz. And while he’s no longer as scrawny, beneath the height he grew and the seemingly delicious weight and strength he put on, the man standing in front of me is just a stretch of the little boy I grew up with.

A wonderfully attractive stretch.

“You don’t have to keep trying to flatter me.” I hold up my left hand, flashing the ring. “I said yes already.”

“What kind of husband would I be if I didn’t flatter you every moment I could?”

He’s playing with me. He’s playing along.

“Fake husband.” I lift a finger for emphasis.

“This might be all for show, Parker.” Fitz pockets his hands. “But there’s nothing fake about the kind of man I am. Plus, I’ve already been told how good we look good together. That we make quite the couple.”

“Do we?” I ask.

“That’s what the internet says.”

I giggle. “Well, if the internet says it, then it must be true.”

“I guess the real test will be the gala. A lot of my buddies will be there.”

I raise an eyebrow. “I met all of them today.”

“Yeah, but my guys are a bunch of overgrown kids.” He chuckles before growing serious again. “They don’t really give a shit about this kind of stuff. But do you know who does?”

I suddenly feel exposed under the change of his gaze. I stand and switch off the light I left on in the bathroom. “Who?”

When I circle back, he’s moved so close I nearly crash into him.

“Their wives. If we can sell it to them, we can do anything. It doesn’t exactly leave us much time for practice.”

“Practice?” I ask. “Practice for what?”

“For you to get used to this.”

Looking down, I find Fitz’s hand caging my own.

“You flinched when I touched you before in front of Nick.”

“Did not.”

“Did too. We have to make sure it doesn’t happen again, Parker.”