Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
I don’t care to embarrass myself by admitting I don’t own that many things—clothes or otherwise. But I have enough. It just might not be enough of the right stuff. It wasn’t while I was down in DC. That’s why my mother sent a wardrobe to the room I was staying in after she sent for my bag at the hotel. I left every piece of it behind apart from the dress I wore to the reception because I was too eager to leave to bother changing. I just threw what little I brought with me—and my secondary lock—into the bag and fled with Fitz.
“It’s not so much anyway. You’ll probably need other stuff”—he reaches behind him, pulling out his wallet—“use this. Tomorrow, you need to buy a dress.”
“No.”
“It’s for your benefit,” Fitz says. “I don’t think you’d feel super comfortable showing up to a black-tie event on Saturday in whatever is upstairs. There’s a gala benefiting the Rebels’ charity foundation. It would be good for me if we went together.”
I tip my head to the side, confused. “Good for you? What does that mean?”
Pushing off the wall, Fitz puts the credit card down on the nightstand. “It means…you might need a husband, but I could sure use a girlfriend.”
My eyebrows rise into peaks and Fitz sighs.
“It’s Coach Foller.”
“Did you break up?” I quip.
Fitz snorts. “No. There’s just been some issues in his past that have come up, and Nick’s a little worried I’d be guilty by association.”
A tingle spreads up my neck. “What issues?”
“Some allegations about abusing players back when he was a college coach.”
I freeze.
“Allegations,” Fitz repeats. “As in former players coming out years later.”
Something tells me from Fitz’s nonchalant tone that he doesn’t believe there’s no smoke without fire. Or, he’s clouded by said smoke and maybe can’t see through it.
I swallow. “What kind of alleged abuse are we talking about?”
Fitz folds his arms across his chest. “Mental? I don’t know what you call it. It’s not like he water boarded a bunch of kids.”
“Why does it have to be all or nothing?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean,” I begin, my eyes glancing at the door handle, searching for the lock. “You don’t have to be covered in bruises and a sport a bloody lip to have been beat down.”
Invisible abuse doesn’t leave a mark, but you sure as hell will be scarred.
“Allegedly,” I add, returning my gaze to him. “And what do you have to do with it? Why is Nick concerned and what does that have to do with me?”