Back The Americana Playbook
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

I don’t care to embarrass myself by admitting I don’t own that many things—clothes or otherwise. But I have enough. It just might not be enough of the right stuff. It wasn’t while I was down in DC. That’s why my mother sent a wardrobe to the room I was staying in after she sent for my bag at the hotel. I left every piece of it behind apart from the dress I wore to the reception because I was too eager to leave to bother changing. I just threw what little I brought with me—and my secondary lock—into the bag and fled with Fitz.

“It’s not so much anyway. You’ll probably need other stuff”—he reaches behind him, pulling out his wallet—“use this. Tomorrow, you need to buy a dress.”

“No.”

“It’s for your benefit,” Fitz says. “I don’t think you’d feel super comfortable showing up to a black-tie event on Saturday in whatever is upstairs. There’s a gala benefiting the Rebels’ charity foundation. It would be good for me if we went together.”

I tip my head to the side, confused. “Good for you? What does that mean?”

Pushing off the wall, Fitz puts the credit card down on the nightstand. “It means…you might need a husband, but I could sure use a girlfriend.”

My eyebrows rise into peaks and Fitz sighs.

“It’s Coach Foller.”

“Did you break up?” I quip.

Fitz snorts. “No. There’s just been some issues in his past that have come up, and Nick’s a little worried I’d be guilty by association.”

A tingle spreads up my neck. “What issues?”

“Some allegations about abusing players back when he was a college coach.”

I freeze.

“Allegations,” Fitz repeats. “As in former players coming out years later.”

Something tells me from Fitz’s nonchalant tone that he doesn’t believe there’s no smoke without fire. Or, he’s clouded by said smoke and maybe can’t see through it.

I swallow. “What kind of alleged abuse are we talking about?”

Fitz folds his arms across his chest. “Mental? I don’t know what you call it. It’s not like he water boarded a bunch of kids.”

“Why does it have to be all or nothing?”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean,” I begin, my eyes glancing at the door handle, searching for the lock. “You don’t have to be covered in bruises and a sport a bloody lip to have been beat down.”

Invisible abuse doesn’t leave a mark, but you sure as hell will be scarred.

“Allegedly,” I add, returning my gaze to him. “And what do you have to do with it? Why is Nick concerned and what does that have to do with me?”