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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

I scratch my chin. “You want me to give up my room.”

“You’re the one who said upstairs was better anyway,” she retorts, motioning at the door. “Do you mind?”

I pad down the stairs. “I guess I should get used to this.”

I add a dramatic sigh for good measure, but the truth is inside, I’m pumping my fist. Let her boss me around and nag me until I have a headache. I fucking love it.

Leaning against the doorframe, I watch her step into my bedroom. And like the night at the club, I’m teetering between our now and then.

Then, as a teenager, I had to force away any and all fantasies I had about Parker being in my bedroom, which she almost always entered late at night and through the window. Honey never cared, or she at least trusted Parker enough, but my mom certainly did. I remember three separate times when she knocked and Parker had to scramble beneath the bed, hiding as if we’d been doing something illicit when we were either pretending to do homework or playing Uno.

But no matter what we were doing, I always had to make it not too obvious when I scooted closer to her on the bed. The warmth radiating off Parker, the way she smelled… Those things combined were lethal to my teenage hormones.

And now, I’m standing here watching her at the foot of my bed, fantasizing about how Parker would look in it… naked, with the sheet up to her waist. Or better yet, with the blankets tangled at her feet and the thing covering the rest of her body? Me.

“This will do.”

“Oh.” I shake off the thoughts. “Does it, princess?”

“Stop.” She scoffs. I watch her take a deep breath, her shoulders relaxing. “It’s very you in here. I mean in a good way. Clean. Warm. A little preppy.” She pauses, pointing to the black-and-white photo on the wall of Manhasset’s harbor that was our shared childhood backyard. “Just very you. Kind of feels like home. It feels good.”

I furrow my brow. “You sound surprised. Shouldn’t home always feel good?”

“I guess.”

“Since you’re taking it, you can help me pack up,” I tell her.

Parker moves and opens the door of the walk-in closet. “You really don’t seem all that upset about it. Besides, there isn’t much in here anyway.”

“I’m a simple guy. You won’t find me wearing a sparkly pink cowboy hat to the stadium before a game.”

Parker shuts the closet door. “Pity. You’d look cute in pink. You still don’t seem so upset though.”

“Maybe I’m just happier you’re here than I am annoyed I need to move my shit.”

The cutest, nervous laugh sneaks from Parker’s mouth. I’m about to try and pull out another when a voice booms.