Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
Walter stands and I sense Parker is about to move from my side, so I strengthen the grip on her hand, tugging her.
“Here is good,” I say as Parker lands with a small gasp in my lap, her legs now hanging over the dark wood arm of the chair. I smile at her. “Don’t you think?”
Parker’s heart-shaped mouth smooths into a grin and before Candice or Walter can say otherwise, I hear the clicking of the camera.
“Well look at that,” the photographer says. “America’s sweethearts.”
I sip my lemonade. It’s not too sweet and crisp, but I could seriously use a drink. “Not everything has to be made a show.”
The irony isn’t lost on me that, after today, everything will be made a show.
“Look around,” I tell Josh. “Do you think this is an easy family to marry into?”
“I guess not. It’s. . . I feel like a shit friend,” he says.
“What?” I put down my glass. “Why?”
“Call me crazy, but this just feels like the kind of thing you tell your friends about, that’s all.”
It’s not every day you see a grown-ass man pushing three hundred pounds admit his feelings were hurt.
I grip Josh’s shoulder. “You know, after living in the limelight for so long, I kind of needed something that was just mine. I didn’t box you out to hurt you, man. Really, I didn’t. I didn’t want to have people saying this and that about my relationship if I played like shit after coming to a new team all hyped up. That wouldn’t be fair to her.”
“I get it. It’s”—Josh pauses—"incoming.”
I turn, half expecting to find Parker, but instead, it’s Coach.
The way he clenches his jaw lets me know he’s not all that happy. I find my mouth dry, my tongue swollen, blocking the words I’m trying to scramble up.
Despite his hard face, Coach extends his hand. “Congratulations.”
The tension in my body fades and my shoulders drop, relieved. I take his outstretched hand in my own, shaking it. But Coach’s face doesn’t change. What does, is the strength of his grip.
“Congratulations, Fitz,” he repeats. “On your dirty little secret.”
I quickly let go of his hand. “We should—"
“I’m so sorry.” My body is met with a softer touch, that of Parker’s. “I need to steal my fiancé. Do you mind?”
I glance at Parker, finding Josh behind her and I thank myself that he isn’t just married, but he’s also a good guy, because he stares at her with stars in his eyes.
Coach, on the other hand, shoots darts from behind his glasses.
Parker leans against me. “Oh. Mr. Foller. I hardly recognized you. It’s nice to see you after all this time.”