Back The Americana Playbook
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

Parker shakes her head, but it doesn’t toss the confusion from her face. “What?”

I put the hammer down beside the box cutter. “I need you to promise me to never think that you are second to anyone or anything in my life. I get I made you feel that way before. I made you feel you were second to football. I let…him make me think that was the only way. But it isn’t true.”

I stand, walking down the stairs.

“Because things might’ve been different, but maybe I would’ve been better with you beside me all these years. I need you to understand that I think you are the bravest, strongest person I know. And that’s saying something.” I reach out, wiping away the tears from her cheeks. “Most of my friends are close to three hundred pounds.”

I feel like I can finally breathe when Parker lets out a soft laugh.

“I need you to understand that I’d do anything for you. Rip up carpet”—I motion behind me—“take on a demonic mother-in-law. All of it. I’d do it for you. But I need you to do something for me, Parker.”

She tries to get a hold on her quivering lips but doesn’t succeed. “What?” she asks again.

I tilt up her chin. “Let me be beside you when you turn the world upside down. Even if I’m in the line of fire, I promise you, the country will never have seen a husband prouder of his wife.”

The quivering takes over her entire face as I kiss her.

Maybe it’s the thousandth kiss we’ve shared in a short period of time, but this one feels and tastes different. And what Parker says next after she wraps her arms around my neck lets me know why.

“I love you, Fitz.”

* * *

“Are you sure you want to do this?”

“What?” I ask, pulling her to my side. “Walk without being followed? I’d love to keep doing it. Let’s take another lap.”

Parker taps my middle. “Fitz, if you need to take some and think⁠—”

“There’s been enough taking,” I tell her. “Foller took you from me. Your parents took your freedom. That place took Sarah’s life and god knows how many others’.”

Today, we’re taking back what we can.

After finishing up what I could of the stairs and a shower, I made two courtesy calls. The first was to Heath to tell him it might be in his best interest to find a new coach immediately because I was certain that by the time the news broke, there wouldn’t be any Rebels players willing to suit up for Foller.