Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“So I can call your wife, and she can talk you out of this!”
I shake my head. “Parker told me to do what I have to do.”
“Ugh,” Nick groans. “She’s back on my shit list. Fitzy, cancel it, man. Don’t do it.”
“Don’t do what?” Coach asks.
We both swing our heads toward the tunnel entry leading to the hallway.
Coach gazes between us, and he tips his head, waiting for an answer.
“Leave my wife at home again,” I say, pushing past him. “And I won’t.”
* * *
I told myself not to panic before the plane took off and there was no message from Parker, still excusing it considering everything she had on her plate tonight. But when we land and I do get a message from someone not in my contacts, I worry.
617-555-3542
Hi Fitz. Sorry to bother you. I just wanted to see if you got a hold of Parker because I haven’t for the past few hours.
I freeze and then scroll up, realizing there’s an earlier message in the thread about Bernard. It’s Abby. Abby, who should either still be in my apartment or have left not all that long ago.
Weren’t you just with her?
I wait impatiently for the three dots to disappear and her message to come through.
617-555-3542
I was, but her parents showed up. She’s not answering.
Parker doesn’t pick up when I call either.
I’m on my way home now. I’ll have someone check on her.
But the person I call—Agent Samuels—doesn’t pick up either. And that has me on my feet and waiting at the door of the plane before we’ve even fully stopped on the tarmac. It has me taking the stairs by two until I get on the ground, where I all-out sprint to my truck, ignoring my name as it’s called by teammates. I only stop myself from flooring it out of the parking lot when my phone chimes with another message. I assume it’s Parker.
Coach
Tomorrow morning 9am at the Hilton. I’ll send you the room number.
I toss my phone to the passenger seat and grip the steering wheel with an ironclad hold. As I zoom out of the lot and finally merge onto the highway, I wonder if I saw someone I remotely care about acting like a raging lunatic, practically jumping out of a plane before it’s even come to a full stop, would I start that text differently?
Maybe a good starting point would be Is everything okay?
The answer is no, and for the thirty-five-minute drive back to my apartment, I run through every possible scenario that might make things not okay.
Parker was kidnapped.
Parker left.
Parker is hurt.
Parker needs me, and I’m not there.