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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“So I can call your wife, and she can talk you out of this!”

I shake my head. “Parker told me to do what I have to do.”

“Ugh,” Nick groans. “She’s back on my shit list. Fitzy, cancel it, man. Don’t do it.”

“Don’t do what?” Coach asks.

We both swing our heads toward the tunnel entry leading to the hallway.

Coach gazes between us, and he tips his head, waiting for an answer.

“Leave my wife at home again,” I say, pushing past him. “And I won’t.”

* * *

I told myself not to panic before the plane took off and there was no message from Parker, still excusing it considering everything she had on her plate tonight. But when we land and I do get a message from someone not in my contacts, I worry.

617-555-3542

Hi Fitz. Sorry to bother you. I just wanted to see if you got a hold of Parker because I haven’t for the past few hours.

I freeze and then scroll up, realizing there’s an earlier message in the thread about Bernard. It’s Abby. Abby, who should either still be in my apartment or have left not all that long ago.

Weren’t you just with her?

I wait impatiently for the three dots to disappear and her message to come through.

617-555-3542

I was, but her parents showed up. She’s not answering.

Parker doesn’t pick up when I call either.

I’m on my way home now. I’ll have someone check on her.

But the person I call—Agent Samuels—doesn’t pick up either. And that has me on my feet and waiting at the door of the plane before we’ve even fully stopped on the tarmac. It has me taking the stairs by two until I get on the ground, where I all-out sprint to my truck, ignoring my name as it’s called by teammates. I only stop myself from flooring it out of the parking lot when my phone chimes with another message. I assume it’s Parker.

Coach

Tomorrow morning 9am at the Hilton. I’ll send you the room number.

I toss my phone to the passenger seat and grip the steering wheel with an ironclad hold. As I zoom out of the lot and finally merge onto the highway, I wonder if I saw someone I remotely care about acting like a raging lunatic, practically jumping out of a plane before it’s even come to a full stop, would I start that text differently?

Maybe a good starting point would be Is everything okay?

The answer is no, and for the thirty-five-minute drive back to my apartment, I run through every possible scenario that might make things not okay.

Parker was kidnapped.

Parker left.

Parker is hurt.

Parker needs me, and I’m not there.