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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

Chest heaving, Parker does, and I slide my hands to her ass, taking her with me as I stand.

“I need to feel all of you,” I whisper against her parted mouth while I head toward her bedroom. My tip rubs against Parker’s slit. “Fuck.”

I can’t make it to the bedroom. It’s impossible to muster up the patience for five more damn steps when this is a lifetime in the making. I slam her against the wall beside the door, pushing inside her once more. It’s fast and harsh, a song of frantic movements, bites, and scratches. Neither of us let up. Neither of us back down.

Parker whines as she wraps her arms around my neck. Each thrust brings her higher and I nip at her jaw. “Fitz, please.” She digs her heel into my lower back, anchoring herself for leverage and god, I can’t give her enough of me.

It’s impossible. She’s had me all along.

Parker begins rolling her hips, and I can feel it, the way she’s climbing.

“Not yet.” I lap at her skin. I buck into her at full force because that’s what she begs for.

“Harder,” she mewls.

I lick a drop of my own sweat off her skin, and fuck, it’s so hot. “Any harder,” I grunt out, “And I’ll break you.”

Parker’s fingers claw at my cheeks again, bringing my face flush against hers. She nips at my lip. “You can.”

I still, pressing my forehead to hers.

“You’re the only one I ever want breaking me, Fitz.”

My heart is on the verge of bursting out of my chest.

“Because you’re the only one I want putting me back together. Only you.” Parker kisses me with trembling lips. “Always.”

Every part of me feels that—my balls, my heart, the tips of my fingers that dig into her flesh when I take her off the wall, finally managing to make it through the door and into her room. I hate that we break contact when I lower her onto the bed, but the way Parker scampers higher up, reaching for me, steals my breath.

“I never wanted to be without you,” I tell her.

Parker’s eyes drop to my tattoo. “I know,” she whispers.

I crawl onto the bed, hovering over her. “I never want to be without you.”.

I kiss the sides of her mouth as I lower myself down, sliding inside of her again.

“All of you.” I lean on my forearms, caging her head. “Every part of you. Exactly how you are.”

Parker’s mouth latches onto mine, and she claws at me, bringing all of my weight on top of her body. I slide a hand down to her thigh, lifting it, because god, when I lose myself in Parker, let it be in the deepest part of her so I can never get it back.