Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
Chest heaving, Parker does, and I slide my hands to her ass, taking her with me as I stand.
“I need to feel all of you,” I whisper against her parted mouth while I head toward her bedroom. My tip rubs against Parker’s slit. “Fuck.”
I can’t make it to the bedroom. It’s impossible to muster up the patience for five more damn steps when this is a lifetime in the making. I slam her against the wall beside the door, pushing inside her once more. It’s fast and harsh, a song of frantic movements, bites, and scratches. Neither of us let up. Neither of us back down.
Parker whines as she wraps her arms around my neck. Each thrust brings her higher and I nip at her jaw. “Fitz, please.” She digs her heel into my lower back, anchoring herself for leverage and god, I can’t give her enough of me.
It’s impossible. She’s had me all along.
Parker begins rolling her hips, and I can feel it, the way she’s climbing.
“Not yet.” I lap at her skin. I buck into her at full force because that’s what she begs for.
“Harder,” she mewls.
I lick a drop of my own sweat off her skin, and fuck, it’s so hot. “Any harder,” I grunt out, “And I’ll break you.”
Parker’s fingers claw at my cheeks again, bringing my face flush against hers. She nips at my lip. “You can.”
I still, pressing my forehead to hers.
“You’re the only one I ever want breaking me, Fitz.”
My heart is on the verge of bursting out of my chest.
“Because you’re the only one I want putting me back together. Only you.” Parker kisses me with trembling lips. “Always.”
Every part of me feels that—my balls, my heart, the tips of my fingers that dig into her flesh when I take her off the wall, finally managing to make it through the door and into her room. I hate that we break contact when I lower her onto the bed, but the way Parker scampers higher up, reaching for me, steals my breath.
“I never wanted to be without you,” I tell her.
Parker’s eyes drop to my tattoo. “I know,” she whispers.
I crawl onto the bed, hovering over her. “I never want to be without you.”.
I kiss the sides of her mouth as I lower myself down, sliding inside of her again.
“All of you.” I lean on my forearms, caging her head. “Every part of you. Exactly how you are.”
Parker’s mouth latches onto mine, and she claws at me, bringing all of my weight on top of her body. I slide a hand down to her thigh, lifting it, because god, when I lose myself in Parker, let it be in the deepest part of her so I can never get it back.