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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

But there’s no way in hell she’s more frustrated with me than I am with her at the moment. I’m actually past the point of frustration. I’ve had enough of the lies, the secrets, the stonewalling.

“What do you mean now I’m concerned with how things look,” she repeats, her eyes flicking around the classroom.

“You are.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“It means,” I begin, “you’re only worried now because of what people might think about me dragging you down the hallway.”

Parker snorts. “Well, yeah. It doesn’t exactly do much for your Mr. Nice Guy image, that’s for sure. Or us,” she adds on. “We’re newlyweds.”

“You’re right,” I snap. “Act like one.”

“What’s your problem?”

I rip the name tag from her dress. Her hand immediately flies to the spot.

“Can you read?” I hold up the tag for her. “In case you forgot how to, let me sound it out for you. This”—I point—“says Rhodes. You shouldn’t even need it. You walked in that room holding my hand. You’re wearing my ring. Are those goddamn diamonds not big enough for you? Because if they’re too small to remind you you’re married, that’s an easy solution. I’ll make a call and find a jeweler open right now and put a bigger rock on your finger so I’m impossible to forget.”

“You?” she asks. “Or the marriage.”

“What?”

“You said so I’m impossible to forget, Fitz.”

“It’s,” I say. “I meant it’s.”

It’s me. I’m the fucking it.

I point at her name tag. “It says⁠—"

“I know what it says, Fitz. Why don’t you let me take a stab at your tattoo and see if I can read that too?”

I take a step back, having to lean against the table.

Parker places her purse and my jacket on a metal stool. “Yes,” she says. “I know about the tattoo. So that means I know you’ve been lying to me this entire time.”

I run my tongue along the inside of my bottom lip to buy a second. “I told you⁠—”

“I’d be really concerned if you went around tattoo-ing secrets you share with all your crushes if I were you.”

“Don’t change the subject, Parker,” I snap defensively. “You were being inappropriate and immature.”

“This means a lot coming from someone who can’t even address how he feels about me. Stop pretending like this is about Camden, Fitz.”

I straighten, pushing off the table. “Yes, it’s about you talking with Camden,” I say mockingly, wiggling my fingers. “Have you forgotten that’s the guy your parents wanted to set you up with?”