Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
Just one drink, Todd. You got us here. Doesn’t feel right celebrating without you, man.
TODD
I’m not celebrating being punished for doing the right thing. I’m not some abused dog that keeps coming back for pats. This team isn’t for me anymore. I’ve got options.
Come on. Let’s talk.
Todd
Nothing to talk about. We’re straight, Fitzy. You’re the man. Go celebrate.
Returning my attention to the screen, my response to Todd is sidelined when Nick T-bones me with a text.
Nick
I know who you’re talking to.
Glancing around, I search for him, but it’s impossible to see anyone apart from those around me. The rest of the club outside the VIP section is packed.
Nick replies with a photo where I just barely make myself out, and I roll my eyes.
Nick
Most players are hugging their WOMEN. Not texting their washed-up coaches.
Plenty of fish in the sea tonight. Maybe one is girlfriend material. It’s about time you entered your boyfriend era. This way they’ll be more for the press to talk about other than you and FOLLER!!!!
I reach across the table, but realize the bottle is empty. Twisting, I scan for a waitress. I don’t know who thought it would be a good idea for them to be wearing Rebels jerseys as uniforms. At this point, I could offend ninety percent of everyone here by asking for another round.
I nudge Josh, but he’s too blasted to care. His, wife, Lo, steals his glass from his hand when I get up. But it doesn’t faze him—he snatches her hand and pulls her in for a kiss. I leave the two of them making out like teenagers.
With my head down, I move to the bar in the cornered-off VIP area. For a second, I contemplate leaving. I came, I saw, I conquered, I drank enough, and I’m sure whatever urge I have to drink more will simmer down the moment I get to my hotel room and pass the fuck out because even though we won tonight, my body took two sacks worth of a beating.
There’s a tug at my t-shirt. “Where are you off to, champ?”
I find a petite blonde at my side. She runs her fingers down my arm, her long nails dragging along the skin.
This could go one of two ways. One just gives me a little company before I sleep alone tonight.
She tilts her head. “Can I buy you a drink?”
“It’s an open bar.”
Blondie smirks. “Can I buy you a drink somewhere else, then?”