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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

The feel of Parker’s smile in both my hands is a pretty genuine thing. “Okay,” she breathes out. “From the beginning. Even though I let you slide into third base.”

With my thumb, I free her lip she’s sucked between her teeth. “Quit biting that lip, or you’ll find me at the plate again.”

Parker very dramatically bites her lip.

“Was that something you enjoyed?” I ask, tugging it free once more.

“Did you enjoy it?” she retorts.

“You must be kidding. You touched me for all of eight seconds, and I came in my underwear.” I shut my eyes at the memory. “You don’t know the kind of restraint I had to muster up. But I wanted it to be about you. Not what you could give to me.”

Parker reaches out with her free hand, cupping my cheek. Her face softens, and something in the air shifts between us. It goes from sexy and flirty to emotional and intimate.

It’s a really good fucking moment. It happens to be the kind of moment I want to have when I slide into her for the first time.

But not yet.

“Okay,” she says. “I guess it’s time I date my husband.”

I take back everything. Nothing beats this moment. Except kissing her after it.

Parker laughs against my mouth. “I kind of feel all…giddy.”

I’m relieved I don’t have to shoulder the burden of silently carrying the giddiness around alone. “I know. I feel like I’m seventeen, if I’m being honest.”

As soon as the words leave my mouth, I away and reach for my phone, opening my email.

“What’s this?” Parker asks as I pass the device to her. “I’m not an alum,” she reminds me.

“I am. Come with me.”

“Are you asking me on a date to a high school reunion?”

Tossing my phone to the bed, I pull her off it, wrapping my arms around her waist. “I told you, if there wasn’t anything fake about this, our first date would’ve been somewhere meaningful.”

The night of the bleachers now holds a different memory for me, one I wasn’t a part of, but maybe one I’ll be haunted by. But while that might’ve been the last time Parker visited the spot, it wasn’t mine.

And that visit, she’ll see, was meaningful.

For a moment, Parker says nothing. It might be meaningful in theory, but maybe I’ve crossed a line.

“We don’t have to⁠—"

“No.” Parker nods. “Let’s go.”

Our hold on each other is broken only by the sound of the buzzer outside our suite.

Parker twists out of my hold. “I ordered breakfast.”