Back The Americana Playbook
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

My jaw tightens. Between the kiss and the walling up hours before our engagement party, I don’t find the thought of entertaining other people funny, and I’m not sure how much longer I can pretend to.

“Fitz? What’s wrong?”

I reach up and grab my crisp white t-shirt by the back of the neck and lift it over my head.

“Nothing,” I say when Parker returns into view, her doe eyes rounded as I drop my hands to undo my belt buckle.

I’m pissed, but clearly not blinded by my anger enough to miss the way Parker’s eyes linger on my bare skin before they flee and settle on the window.

The clang of the buckle draws Parker’s eyes again, but she plays like she doesn’t notice, like she’s not bothered or affected by me unbuttoning my jeans and letting them slip down and hang below the band of my boxer briefs.

I hope I’m coming off stronger than I feel. The color of her cheeks has my knees a little weak.

It’s not that I want to torment her. But all is fair in love and a fake relationship. I don’t need the fact that she’s decided there’s already a life after me with someone else thrown in my face. If she’s going to dangle that in front of me, I can dangle something too. Within reason, of course. Because unless I plan on opening a can of worms an hour before we’re supposed to be ready for this engagement party, I can’t quite shed more clothes and let Parker see her handwriting inked into my skin. Not yet, at least.

“W-what are you doing?” Parker asks as I step over to where she sits on the bed. Her knees bump into me.

God, just the view of her looking up at me through thick, dark lashes sends the blood flowing. She’s got me wound up and in the mood to be cruel, but I know I’ve got to hold myself back from messing up her makeup in the way I really want to.

“Fitz?”

I exhale heavily through my nose. “You gave me your cheek.”

“What?”

“In the restaurant, when I went to kiss you.” I grimace. “You gave me your cheek.”

A breath of a laugh escapes her lips. “Your mom was standing right there.”

“Since when have you ever worried about what parents think? I once saw you walk into your dad’s study to steal booze while he was there on the phone.” I have her there, and she knows it. I lower my head a bit, slowly, wondering if Parker might cower, but she remains stoic and steadfast.