Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
My jaw tightens. Between the kiss and the walling up hours before our engagement party, I don’t find the thought of entertaining other people funny, and I’m not sure how much longer I can pretend to.
“Fitz? What’s wrong?”
I reach up and grab my crisp white t-shirt by the back of the neck and lift it over my head.
“Nothing,” I say when Parker returns into view, her doe eyes rounded as I drop my hands to undo my belt buckle.
I’m pissed, but clearly not blinded by my anger enough to miss the way Parker’s eyes linger on my bare skin before they flee and settle on the window.
The clang of the buckle draws Parker’s eyes again, but she plays like she doesn’t notice, like she’s not bothered or affected by me unbuttoning my jeans and letting them slip down and hang below the band of my boxer briefs.
I hope I’m coming off stronger than I feel. The color of her cheeks has my knees a little weak.
It’s not that I want to torment her. But all is fair in love and a fake relationship. I don’t need the fact that she’s decided there’s already a life after me with someone else thrown in my face. If she’s going to dangle that in front of me, I can dangle something too. Within reason, of course. Because unless I plan on opening a can of worms an hour before we’re supposed to be ready for this engagement party, I can’t quite shed more clothes and let Parker see her handwriting inked into my skin. Not yet, at least.
“W-what are you doing?” Parker asks as I step over to where she sits on the bed. Her knees bump into me.
God, just the view of her looking up at me through thick, dark lashes sends the blood flowing. She’s got me wound up and in the mood to be cruel, but I know I’ve got to hold myself back from messing up her makeup in the way I really want to.
“Fitz?”
I exhale heavily through my nose. “You gave me your cheek.”
“What?”
“In the restaurant, when I went to kiss you.” I grimace. “You gave me your cheek.”
A breath of a laugh escapes her lips. “Your mom was standing right there.”
“Since when have you ever worried about what parents think? I once saw you walk into your dad’s study to steal booze while he was there on the phone.” I have her there, and she knows it. I lower my head a bit, slowly, wondering if Parker might cower, but she remains stoic and steadfast.