Back The Americana Playbook
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

“I see,” she says, looking forward and beginning to walk again. “And I take it Candice and Walter know nothing about this?”

I pocket my hands. “They will soon.”

Mom hums beside me. “I’ll only say this once, and then we’ll never talk about it again, alright? I never liked Candice and Walt,” she whispers, as if everyone on the street is on a first-name basis with the president and First Lady. “They were always gone. Leaving those girls with their grandmother. Clara meant well, don’t get me wrong. But children who grow up seeing their parents choose something other than them? It’s not right. That stays with you.”

I stuff my hands into my pockets. “Parker’s childhood was a little unconventional, I guess. But nothing bad ever really happened with Honey. Not when I was there. Parker loved her a lot.”

Mom sighs. “I know she did. That’s what I mean. After she passed away, they handled everything wrong. Poor thing was self-destructing⁠—"

“Let’s not talk about it. It doesn’t matter now.”

I’d rather not sour the brief time we have together by reminding Mom I’m not sure she handled everything right by letting Coach dictate every aspect of my life. Sometimes the best you can do isn’t always the right option.

My phone buzzes and I look at it quickly, but ignore the message.

COACH

Any answer about the Boston Journal?

Beside me, Mom sighs, knowing where my mind went. “She had something to fall back on Fitz. You… Coach Foller never wanted to see you get mixed up in the wrong things. Not when you had such a bright future ahead. And it all worked out, didn’t it?”

I know her words would hit so different if I actually were with Parker instead of pretending to be.

* * *

When the elevators open, I wonder if we should skip Vegas and just hit the courthouse right now. I don’t think I’ve seen Parker look more beautiful, or bridal for that matter, wearing a white knit sleeveless dress that cuts a V down her neck, revealing warm skin and a galaxy of light freckles.

Parker shakes her head, narrowing her eyes, which radiate more warmth with the makeup. Her red-painted lips pucker in thought. “What’s wrong?”

“The better question would be what’s right.”

The answer, I tell myself, is you.

“What?”

I shake my head and step inside. “Nothing, it’s just… uh, wild to be here,” I lie.

“Why?” Parker asks. “You were here before. When you helped me pack by things.”

I follow her as she keeps walking. “Yeah, but this time, I’m sleeping here,” I whisper, looking around. “Are we staying in the Lincoln Bedroom?”

Parker snorts. “No. In the West Room. I’d rather sleep in a rat-infested motel, but Mom was pretty firm on this. I figured I’d pick other battles as long as you’re here.”