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Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

Fitz points at the table, swallowing down the rest of his food. “You can’t beat this.”

I’m scraping down the sides of the cup of clam chowder, and regret not following Fitz’s lead and ordering a bowl of it. I pick up one of the three dozen oysters he ordered and slide it into my mouth. Fitz favors the grilled, which I get, they’re fantastic. But I prefer the fresh with a squeeze of lemon and a hefty dollop of Tabasco.

Wiping my chin with a napkin, I pick up my glass of wine. The crisp chardonnay and food have done wonders to calm my nerves.

“You definitely can’t,” I tell him. “But I’m sure you can get close to this in Boston.”

Fitz lifts his shoulder in a half shrug and points at the water. “No place like home though.”

I put my glass down, bringing my shoulders—already covered in Fitz’s blazer—up to my ears.

“You cold? Should we finish up inside?”

I shake my head. It is a little chilly for the end of May since it’s so cloudy, but the reason I snuggle down isn’t to get warmer. I’m drawn to the scent that laces the jacket Fitz draped over me when we sat down an hour ago. Even though he’s sitting across from me, between his taste lingering on my lips—which I swear, cuts through even the wine and seafood—and his smell rising from his jacket, Fitz feels impossibly close.

And somehow, not close enough.

“I thought about buying this place one time,” Fitz says. “Jim and Peggy were looking for a partner, but seems things turned around.”

The Landing is as much a landmark in Manhasset as Captain’s Cottage. The deck wood has grown more worn in the time I’ve been away, from the sea, the weather, or a little bit of both. I sit and take it in, realizing I’m happy in this restaurant Honey used to take me and Madeline to once a week. We’d sit at the bar, eating oysters, crab legs, and hot, crisp french fries while she had a martini.

“Honey used to take me and Madeline down here every Tuesday when my parents were in DC.”

Fitz finishes the last of the grilled oysters. “Guess I picked the right day to take you then.”

I’d call it a happy coincidence, but I let him have this one.

He tips his head to the side for a beat. “What would she think of all this?”

“Of us?” I laugh, not daring to tell him how Honey used to tease that Fitz and I would marry one day. “Oh, she’d love it. She’d tell me to take my mother to the bank.” I twirl the stem of my glass for a minute before bringing it to my lips.