Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
“You know something, Fitzy? You don’t have to impress me,” Parker says as we walk into the parking lot hand in hand. “But you kind of are anyway. It’s a nice surprise.”
I flap open my sunglasses and slide them onto my face. “I’ve always been full of surprises. Maybe you just didn’t notice.”
Parker tugs on my hand, forcing me to a stop.
“What?” I ask, using my free hand to slide the glasses down the bridge of my nose so I can get a clear look at her, but Parker’s face is difficult to read, her light brown eyes clouded over and seemingly distant. “What’s wrong?”
Parker lets out a laugh that’s nothing more than a breathy sound between us. “Maybe you’re right,” she says. “Maybe I just didn’t notice.”
When she shakes her head, I swear it’s not to clear her vision but to shake the thoughts away, because her eyes remain sharp and focused.
Right on me.
And I do something I probably shouldn’t. I cup both her cheeks and dip down for a kiss even though I have no idea what kind of eyes we have on us, if anyone in the media convoy is paying attention. It’s short and to the point, but when I pull back and take in Parker’s face, I find it absent of shock or surprise, which I think might be a good thing.
It must be. Because Parker reaches up, grabbing one of my wrists and keeping my hand against her face for another moment. It happens to be a really great moment because the corners of her mouth circle upward.
“Ms. Montgomery, since the walkabout has been cancelled, you’ll ride with the First Lady.”
My hold on Parker’s face slips when she turns her head.
“I rode here with Fitz,” she announces to the agent. “I’ll go home with him too.”
I feel for my key.
“You’ll ride with the First Lady,” the agent repeats, holding out an arm and motioning.
I look over. Candice and her crew have already gotten into cars. Parker laces our fingers together.
I should like the way Parker tightens her hold and steps closer. But it’s impossible for me to enjoy. Not when I feel the hesitancy radiating off her body.
I press my lips to her temple. “Count to fifteen.” When I back away, Parker’s eyes meet mine before I raise my voice. “I’ll see you at home.”
I won’t lie. I hate that when our hands unlatch, there’s a flinch that vibrates off her fingertips. I unlock my car and take hurrying steps before sliding in and turning on the ignition. The motorcade waits ahead of me, a streaming line of SUVs. I give a gentle honk, clearing the agent from behind my space as I reverse out of it.
“Let me grab my bag.”