I furrow my eyebrows at him. "What do you mean? You didn't kill him, did you?"

"No, but he doesn't like you anymore," Alexander shrugs. He leans closer to me. "You can't keep lying to yourself saying that you don't want this." Alexander presses his hips into mine and sure enough I can feel his bulge.

I remember he is wearing briefs so I can feel everything.

It's not that I don't, it's just that I am scared. I have seen what love is like and I don't want to go through that.

But when I look at my mom and dad, I believe that love or relationships are real. But relationships, in general, are scary and I don't want to get my heart broken.

If I do this with Alexander, he will just break my heart.

I narrow my eyes at Alexander. "I hate you. That is the only thing I am thinking."

Alexander then smiles.

He fucking smiles.

"Angry sex is the best kind of sex," Alexander says before placing his lips on mine again and picking me up by my legs.

I don't make any movements to pull away from him.

Alexander rubs my thighs as he walks through the house, and I trail my kisses down his neck.

He opens the door and walks towards his bed before placing me down. His lips are back on mine, and I reach to grab his face to pull him closer to me if that’s even possible. His hands are rubbing the sides of my body.

I just can't get enough of this feeling.

"Xander," I whisper.

I feel Alexander's bulge against me, and he starts to kiss down my neck. "I need you so bad," he whispers against my skin.

I squeeze my thighs together, the uncomfortable feeling I am getting in between my thighs makes me want to pull down his briefs and pull his hips into mine. "Please," I beg without knowing what the fuck I am begging for.

Alexander lifts his head and makes a move to take off my clothes. I am now bare naked in front of him, and his eyes trail all the way down my body. “Fucking beautiful.” Alexander leans down and I feel his lips touch my breast making me close my eyes.

Alexander licks and sucks my breasts, pulling at the piercing while groping the other before flipping us over making me sit on his lap.

I moan as I rub myself against him, closing my eyes pretending he is inside me.

God, I want him.

Alexander kisses me as he takes off his boxer briefs. Once I feel his hot flesh against mine, I moan and shut my eyes tightly.

I feel him slip in before slipping back out. "Baby," I whimper and hold on to him.