Dedication

To all the good girls who turned bad.

Playlist

"Baby you want it, yeah

Slow it down if you need to

Show me how just to please you

Work it out in the sheets

Do me and see through

I want you feel you"

Shut Up and Listen

- Nicholas Bonnin & Angelicca

I Was Never There THE WEEKND

Bound 2 KANYE

Hymn for the Weekend COLDPLAY

Fuck Love TRIPPIE REDD

Undercover SELENA GOMEZ

Sex With Me RIHANNA

Earned It THE WEEKEND

Die For You THE WEEKEND

Feel A Way H.E.R.

Habits Of My Heart JAYMES YOUNG

This Could Be Us RAE SREMMURD

Don't Wanna Fall In Love KYLE

Close NICK JONAS

Hands To Myself SELENA GOMEZ

Dangerous Woman ARIANA GRANDE

Be Together MAJOR LAZER

Often THE WEEKND

I Wanna Be Yours ARCTIC MONKEYS

Dirty TANK

Acquainted THE WEEKEND

Love Me Now JOHN LEGEND

Selfish Love DJ SNAKE

Fall In Love $NOT

Young Dumb & Broke KHALID

Heartless MADISON BEER

Smells Like Teen Spirit NIRVANA

Prologue

FIFTEEN YEARS AGO

"Surprise!" my parents and Alexander’s say as they smile at us with open arms.

A smile falls on my lips as I take in what's behind them and around Alexander and me.

A farm.

Mommy and daddy got me a farm.

I run to mommy and wrap my arms around her. "Thank you, thank you, thank you. I love it so much." Mommy hugs me back and I can feel her smile as she puts her cheek against mine.

I let go of her and go to hug daddy. "I hope you like it, la mia principessa," he whispers in my ear before kissing my forehead.

I let go of him and smile so hard my teeth almost fall out. "I love it so much. Alexander and I are going to have so much fun," I say before looking at Alexander who has a small smile that threatens to fall on his lips.

I know he is happy.

He is just a boy and boys don't like to smile.

I asked mommy one time why boys don't like smiling and she just told me that boys are stupid.

Alexander isn't stupid though.

He's so smart and cool.

I wish I could be as cool as him.

Alexander is my best friend, other than Jane but she doesn't even talk that much yet but I know we will be best friends too.

"Alexander! Let's go play!" I say as I run towards him and wrap my arms around his stomach.

"Yeah, kids. Go play. Check out all of the animals," Emma, Alexander's mom says as she smiles down at us.

I let go of Alexander and jump up and down before running towards where the horses are.

Horses are my favorite animal.

They are so pretty.

"What's your favorite animal, Alexander?” I look at him and he looks away from the horses to look down at me.

At six years old, Alexander is tall.