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  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
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  62. EPILOGUE
  63. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  64. MORE FROM GEMMA ROGERS
  65. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  66. ABOUT BOLDWOOD BOOKS

When she finishes with my hands, she pulls the fallen blanket back over my shoulders and offers a kind smile as she pushes her glasses up her nose. I can see strands of greying hair trying to escape by her ear, exposed beneath the coverall hat. She wears no jewellery and her face is free of make-up. Was she on duty or has she been called out of her bed to attend to me? Would we recognise each other in different circumstances? Probably not, I must be one of many people that pass through this room every day.

Joyce delicately inserts each of the specimens into small tubes before labelling them to be sent for analysis. I don’t know why? I’ve told them what happened. Soon she’ll want to examine me thoroughly. Internally. Until there are no more swabs left to be taken.

She glances at me, knowing what is coming, what she must ask me to do. Her eyes are full of pity. I must look a mess. Dried blood on my face and chest is beginning to flake away, like charred skin falling into my lap. My cheek is puffy and the vision poor on my left side. I wish I could stop shivering. They said it’s shock and provided me with a mug of hot, sweet tea after the ambulance checked me over. They wanted to make sure the blood I am doused in isn’t mine. It isn’t.

2

SUNDAY 24 SEPTEMBER 2017

The attack lasted just seven life-changing minutes. The same amount of time it took the tattooist to ink my skin earlier this year or the minutes I’ve spent in a supercharged sunbed. It was strange how the same amount of time could feel so different. I was no longer someone who thought bad things happened to other people. How many times had I walked home from clubs alone in the early hours of the morning, still buzzing from the evening’s events, oblivious to my surroundings. Too desperate to climb into bed to stand in line for a taxi. Those were the nights I made it to my destination unharmed. I never realised how lucky I was.

The plan was to catch the 8.55 a.m. train from Carshalton to London Victoria, which would get me in to meet my oldest friend, Jane, at 9.30 a.m., outside WH Smith’s. We’d been to high school together, bonded over our mutual love of Eminem and stayed friends ever since. Work had been crazy for both of us and it had been a month since I’d seen her last. As a nurse she’d been doing loads of overtime at St George’s hospital in Tooting, saving as much money as she could to go travelling next year.