Back Soul Tourists
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. PENGUIN BOOKS
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. The Shipwreck, 1987
  7. Heaven, Really
  8. Flying to Tower Hamlets
  9. The Coroner’s Office
  10. The Burial Ground
  11. Single at Mingles, 1988
  12. Café Italia, Soho
  13. Broadstairs-sur-la-Mer
  14. Clerken-well
  15. Fifty-one Days in Blackheath
  16. London Au Revoir
  17. La France
  18. The Freeway
  19. Hall of Mirrors, Versailles
  20. The Queen of France’s Boudoir
  21. A Caravan in a Country Lane
  22. The Convent
  23. Café des Fantômes, Paris
  24. The Camargue
  25. Morning in a French Lay-by
  26. A Thousand Miles from Home
  27. The Campsite
  28. Summer on the Coast
  29. The Crying Mountain
  30. Seeing Red in Orange Square, Marbella
  31. Rock of Jabal al-Tariq
  32. The Room in Jessie’s Head
  33. Mama Hortense’s Singing Kitchen
  34. Closing Time at Mama’s
  35. The Alps
  36. The Fêted House of Medici, Florence
  37. Continental Shift, Turkey
  38. The Silken Road
  39. Letter from the Court of Jessie at Ölüdeniz
  40. Summer of 1989: Court Budget
  41. Dreams of a Faraway Place
  42. A Trip Down Memory Lane
  43. Old Istanbul
  44. Eighteenth-century Slave Market
  45. In the Sultan’s Seraglio
  46. Life after the Camp Deserter
  47. The Front Line
  48. Güle, Güle, Ölüdeniz
  49. The Ocean Floor
  50. Eastern Anatolia
  51. Slipping into the Middle East
  52. The Supreme Court of ‘Justice’
  53. Antipodean Dreamtime
  54. The Glorious Gulf
  55. Epilogue: Under the Carpet at Windsor
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. Read more
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  61. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

But with the hindsight that comes with passing time, Stanley’s triumphant departure began to seem foolhardy, no matter how hard he tried to deny it. She was never far from his mind. He began to dream of those silky breasts that spilled out of her negligee and pushed up against him in the morning, nudging him awake. Did you just offer me a cup of tea, love?

When he bought another hunk of bread and another chunk of cheese from another mini-market in another strange city, he salivated over her effortlessly and deliciously stir-fried peppers, onions, mushrooms and strips of beef, sprinkled with soy sauce and served on a plate of moist noodles.

When he brushed his teeth at night and looked in another bleak mirror, in another bleak bathroom, in another bleak hostel in another bleak part of another strange city, he saw congealed shaving foam on his jawline – stuck there all day because she wasn’t around to affectionately wipe it off with a wet finger.

And the silence, which he had so welcomed at first, was getting noisier every day.

Jessie, Jessie, Jessie. Wherefore art thou, Jessie?

He traipsed to Cordoba, where he discovered that the Moors had ruled Spain for eight hundred years. In Cordoba alone there had been hundreds of shops, street lights, libraries, air conditioning, central heating, hot and cold water piped into houses and sophisticated advances in medicine and science. It made him want to storm up to his history teacher, grab him by the lapels and demand, ‘Why didn’t you tell me about the Moors, Mr Cartwright? Why not, eh, why not?’

As he explored the past, he became aware that the past was exploring him too, in its own spooky way. Life on earth was just the beginning, he now understood. He craved another visitation. Like an addict, he needed his fix.

In Granada he went to visit the Alhambra – Al Qal’a al-Hamra. He wandered around its reconstructed palaces, its lavish landscaped gardens, its courtyards, its lily ponds.

He saw it floodlit at night.

He wanted to reach up

snap off an iced turret

feel a little bit of history melt in his mouth.

Stanley strolled over to a bench facing the sea and closed his eyes. The sea wind tickled his eyelashes and brushed his lips. He licked the salt from them, liking the taste. It was a wind that had swept all the way up from Africa, gathering energy and ferocity, passing through swamp and jungle, mountain and valley, over desert and savannah, until it finally arrived at the beaches of Morocco and tore across the strait.

When someone began to speak into his right ear, though there was no sensation of a body beside him, Stanley grinned.

About time, he thought. About time.

The voice was sibilant wind.