Chapters (97)
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- AUTUMN
- 1. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 2. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 3. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 4. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 5. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 6. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 7. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 8. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 9. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 10. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 11. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 12. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 13. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 14. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 15. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 16. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 17. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 18. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 19. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 20. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 21. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 22. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 23. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 24. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 25. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 26. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 27. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 28. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 29. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 30. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 31. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 32. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 33. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 34. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 35. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 36. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 37. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 38. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 39. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 40. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 41. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 42. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 43. Lukas
- LUKAS
- 44. Autumn
- AUTUMN
- 45. Lukas
- LUKAS
- EPILOGUE
- LUKAS
- ALSO BY ME
- ABOUT ME
P.S. My parents were pretty much wrecked and are still in shock that I’d do something like this. They called the police! Can you imagine? I don’t think I’ll sneak out again anytime soon.
A chuckle vibrates in my chest at imagining her coming back home with the police waiting for her at her doorstep.
From: lukasspencer
To: autumnthefallqueen
Hi, Autumn,
Thank you.
Both my grandparents have passed away. My grandmother went one year after Grandpa.
There is a signed paper, but I checked with a lawyer. Since we were both minors when that was signed, it has no legality. So, don’t worry.
- Lukas
P.S. I’m sorry you received the third degree, but was the band any good?
From: autumnthefallqueen
To: lukasspencer
Hi, Mr. Spencer,
Thank you so much for checking with a lawyer. I’m so relieved.
~ Autumn
P.S. The band was okay, but the experience was awesome. It was my first time at such a late-night concert.
I know I should probably stop. I’ve given the girl some peace of mind, and that was what I intended. But for some reason, I can’t help but email her again.
From: lukasspencer
To: autumnthefallqueen
Hi, Autumn,
You’re welcome.
- Lukas
P.S. Just remember to stay safe during such late events. There are always people who are simply trouble. Avoid those fuckers.
6. Lukas
6
LUKAS
I have a better grip of my surroundings when I wake up the next time. I open my eyes and stare up at the ceiling of the hospital room.
“How are you feeling?”
Everything inside me stills at hearing her sweet voice. The next time I inhale, the familiar smell of orchids and sandalwood hits me.
“If you don’t want to see me, I can leave.”
When I turn to look at her, my heart fucking stops. She’s even prettier than I remember.
Unlike the last time I saw her—four years back—there aren’t any freckles on her cheeks, and her skin is flawless.
She’s wearing a soft white pullover and black jeans. Her hands run over her covered arms. There’s a touch of makeup on her face. Her eyebrows are more sharply done, but her heart-shaped lips are as before, painted in pink.
“Are you just going to stare at me?”
Her nose is pink too. I don’t know if it’s due to anger or if she was crying for me. And wouldn’t I fucking love both of those scenarios.
“How are you?” I ask.
“You’re asking me? How are you?” Autumn walks closer to me and flops down on an empty chair. Before I can reply, she says, “I have so many questions. You’re here. You have been for the past four years. Why didn’t you tell me?”
When I groan, her voice gets softer. “I was so scared.”