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Chapters (47)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Acknowledgments

Oh. Right. Dad chose our last name —doesn’t get much more common than Smith. Huh. Well played, Dad.

“Don’t you worry, nobody here will talk. If they do, the full weight of the Gleason family will descend upon them like hellfire,” Grandma Gleason states with a scowl.

Grandma Gleason is the sweetest lady you’d ever meet. Unless you cross her family and then the claws come out.

I give her a smile because I appreciate it.

Even though I’m not a Gleason.

I’m not even a Smith.

I’m a Linsley. Whatever the hell that means.

“But the press can be relentless. This is a juicy story, so they won’t really leave you alone until there’s a statement.”

“From Sheriff Gleason?” I ask.

She gives her head a little shake. “No, honey, they need to hear from you.”

Chapter Twenty-One

Chapter

TWENTY-ONE

Once again, I’m staring down my computer, willing the words to come.

This time the stakes are higher. It’s not scholarship money I’m looking to earn. I’m trying to regain control. This is about my life. My family.

There’s been nothing—no test, no class—that has prepared me for this.

After Grandma Gleason left, I looked myself up online. Not “Ally Smith,” but “Amanda Linsley.” The search results were flooded with stories about my … kidnapping. It’s still such a foreign concept. I wasn’t held against my will. But there are those same two images—the one of me as a kid and the age-progressed one. There are statements from the FBI and the Florida sheriff. The only statement made by Sheriff Gleason was asking for my privacy.

His plea has fallen on deaf ears. The media are stationed outside the police station, the high school, and my house.

Those reporters aren’t interested in knowing me. They’re chasing a sensation, a way to garner clicks and ratings.

I type in “Daniel Linsley,” and the same articles pop up. I refine my search to “Daniel Linsley family,” and the same thing. I try again, add “Florida” and filter out any stories from the past year.

There are a few articles from when I was first reported missing, and I scroll through them all. I notice one link for an obituary for a Franklin Daniel Linsley. I click on it and read about a man who passed away from cancer. My heart plunges when I see “he is survived by his wife, Sandra; his daughter, Sharon; and his son, Daniel; as well as his granddaughter, Amanda.”

My grandfather, who died. I scroll up to see the date: three years ago on March fourteenth. Something about that date rings familiar. Why?

Oh my God. That was when Dad fell off the scaffolding.

My father, who was always so careful, wasn’t paying attention and hurt himself.

My father, who was dealing with the loss of his own father.