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Chapters (47)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Acknowledgments

“Wait a second.” I have a small glimmer of hope that this has all been one big misunderstanding. I point at the date of birth on the flyer. Amanda’s birthday is January twenty-fourth. “That’s not my birthday. Mine is December eighth. Yesterday.”

Yesterday feels like a lifetime ago.

Sheriff Gleason rubs his eyes. “January twenty-fourth is your birthday. Your real birthday.”

“What?” That can’t be possible. We just celebrated my birthday. “I can’t—” The look on Sheriff Gleason’s face tells me it’s the truth.

An exhaustion I didn’t know was possible takes over me. “When can I go home? When can Dad come home?” As soon as the words come out of my mouth, I know that isn’t happening tonight.

“I’ve called Marian’s mom. I think it’s best that you stay with them for a while. Is that okay?”

“Baxter.” It’s all I can muster, but Sheriff Gleason nods.

“Marian is already at the house getting Baxter and packing a bag for you. Listen, Ally, it’s been a long night. Now that we’ve talked to your dad, our next step is for him to appear before a judge in federal court, which he’ll do on Monday. Because we didn’t have time to get an indictment, he’s going to be advised of the charges and the judge will address the bond. From there, a case will be presented to the grand jury for an indictment.”

“What does that …” I put my head in my hands. “Federal court?” That’s the only thing that stood out. Federal court sounds bad.

“He took you across state lines, so this is a federal matter.”

“There’ll be charges?”

“You have to know that your dad is making it easier on himself—and you—by coming clean. This is good.”

A cold laugh escapes my throat. I can tell you two people none of this is good for: Dad and me.

“So can Dad come home on Monday after the charges?” I know the bond will probably be a lot of money, but I’ll give every cent I have so he can return home. Return to me.

Sheriff Gleason sighs. “The prosecutor is going to recommend against a bond. I don’t see the judge granting him one.”

“Why not?”

“He’s a flight risk.”

“Flight risk? My dad isn’t going to go anywhere. He’s—” I stop myself. It’s because he’s done it before. He fled. With me.

I have to keep reminding myself that everything I thought I knew is wrong.

Although I don’t feel like I can truly believe this new version of the truth until I hear it directly from Dad. I’m sure there’s a part of me that never will.

Sheriff Gleason shifts uncomfortably in his seat. “You should prepare yourself for what happens when this becomes public on Monday.”