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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

Opportunities.

He couldn’t really promise anything resembling an opportunity when he might not be able to pay rent next month and might have to let his employees all go.

“I don’t want to bail on you like this. I just have to.”

“You’re not bailing. You’re being responsible. You’ve got a lot going on, Zack.”

“Maybe things will change.”

“The door is always open,” Kevin said. Then he couldn’t resist adding, “If in fact there’s a door to open. Maybe it’ll just be the door to my van. The one my family will be living in down by the river.”

Zack was always one to laugh at his jokes, funny or not.

Life was strange. You could see somebody every day for 95 percent of the year yet suddenly end up like this: sipping coffee, saying good-bye, knowing that you might never see each other again.

Kevin thought of this, then surprised himself when he said, “Don’t let them make you into anything other than who you are, okay? Don’t try to fit into some kind of box. You’re really talented, and I’d hate to see you stop growing, stop using your creativity.”

Zack looked concerned for a moment, like Kevin knew something he didn’t. “Uh, thanks.”

“Don’t worry—they’re probably going to help you be a better designer than I ever could as your boss. You got a crazy amount of talent, Zack. Don’t let anybody keep you from using all of it.”

Perhaps not too long ago, Kevin might have held back with the heartfelt speech simply because he might have thought it was uncool. But it didn’t matter.

He was beginning to understand that life was a series of moments. It wasn’t about thinking on the past or about speculating over the future. It was about the moment he was in right that very second.

“Thanks, man, that really means a lot.”

There was so much more to do. So many more opportunities left to pursue. But for a few more moments Kevin shared one last coffee with Zack, trying to encourage him with his dreams.

He was trying to stay in the moment.

It was hard to do, but he managed.

If only he could do the same with everything else in his life.

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The Note

His sister would be proud if she saw him now.

Thomas walked toward the locker where he hoped Vic would be. In his hand he held the most recent and hopefully last joke that Vic would be playing on him. Enough was enough and jokes were jokes. Thomas was done with it all. It was one thing with the stupid Facebook page that he was trying to do something good with. But now, a day later, Vic was still tormenting him. He was mocking him with something that would never happen, that could never happen.

Enough bullying.

Vic was there all right, in his school sweats, looking as if he was ready to start practice.