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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

Maybe Daryl wasn’t the only person she was running from.

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Lady Antebellum blasted, and Sara sang along in front of the mirror into the hairbrush in her hand. Lynn’s daughter didn’t know she was being watched, but she probably wouldn’t have minded if she had known. The song was coming from the tiny radio that she’d bought at a dollar store, and while it didn’t have the best sound, the pink AM/FM radio certainly had the best spirit.

It was an adorable sight that filled Lynn with both delight and despair.

The kinky blond hair and swaying hips and feisty spirit could have been her twenty-some years ago when she was that age, singing to the sweet sounds of Patty Loveless.

“Mom!” Sara looked at her, her hands on her hips.

“Don’t stop for me.” She walked into the tiny room and slipped in between the bed and the mirror. “Come on!” Lynn said, taking her hands to join in the fun.

For the next few minutes they danced and sang to several songs. They were laughing so hard that Lynn forgot for a moment where they were. The bed groaned behind them when they bumped into it.

It was only when a head popped in at the open doorway that they stopped.

Thomas was looking in, shaking his head.

When he left, they kept dancing.

Lynn could never tell her daughter the dreams she’d had when she was Sara’s age. Back then she’d felt limitless and light, just like this music. Lynn had always been able to sing. But she never had an American Idol to audition for. She never had parents to encourage her.

Lynn smiled. “You’re getting good.”

“Thanks, Mom.”

She held Sara’s hands and somewhere deep down she made another promise to herself. My children are going to have more opportunities than I had. And it doesn’t start with a full checking account or a full pantry but with a full heart.

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Chance Encounter

Kevin always wanted to sing songs, the memorable kind that told stories. The stories of dusty roads and dirty saloons. Did the world even have saloons anymore? Songs that spun tales of Texans who liked to spit and Mexicans who liked to barter and Coloradoans who still searched for gold. He would play his guitar and sing in the smoky dim light.

But it was the afternoon after another busy day of work and all Kevin could do was turn up the stereo in his car. All he could do was hum to the latest song on his favorite station that jammed classic and contemporary country music. All he could do was drive on suburban roads in nice cutout neighborhoods with nice cutout lives. Sometimes when he was driving in the country and the windows were shut in his car, or he was in his house when it was just him, he’d crank Alan Jackson and he’d mimic playing the guitar and sing and live just a little. Nobody needed to see him. Nobody needed to know how ridiculous he looked.