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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“Look, there’s lots of kids who want bagging jobs. Wasn’t too long ago that I had a problem getting anybody to apply. Times are different nowadays. I got too many on hand as of now. And working in the Farmstand is out of the question. You gotta work your way up. All I can do is keep your application on file.”

“I’m a hard worker,” Thomas said.

“That’s good to hear. I got some real lazy ones. So you never know. I’ll keep you in mind.”

“Thank you,” Thomas said.

“Where are you going to school?”

“Greer.”

“Like it there?”

“Yeah, sure.”

Thomas didn’t want to tell the truth.

The truth didn’t need telling. The truth was spattered across his basketball shoes.

“Why are you applying now? Why didn’t you apply back in summer?”

He had spent this summer working at the Sinclair farm. The same Sinclair who owned their trailer. It had been a good-paying job that he’d hoped he could keep through the school year. But once winter came, there wasn’t as much to do.

“I moved here from out of state,” he said for an easy explanation even though it had been almost a year since moving.

Mr. Chandler stared at him a second, and Thomas could see it in his eyes. He’d seen this look before on some of the teachers’ faces. It was the same look one gave to a dirty, lost puppy wandering the street.

After saying good-bye, Thomas left the store. He knew that if he stuck around, he might be tempted to buy something. And the five bucks he had on hand was the only money he had until next week when he worked at the Parker residence again. The Parkers were an older couple down the road who had hired him to clean up their backyard, which had ten years’ worth of junk behind it. He’d already spent some of his money on the pizza for Thanksgiving. His remaining five bucks could go in a blink, so it was best that he got away from temptation.

He thought of Mr. Chandler’s question about liking school. He wished he’d thought of something witty to say. Sara always seemed to have funny comebacks. Thomas had a hard time remembering a joke, much less saying something clever. When Sara wasn’t acting her age, she had a funny, quirky way about her.

“I like school about as much as canned beets,” his sister might have said.

She wouldn’t say something that normal. She would have said something more unusual, more memorable.

Some people in life just aren’t that memorable.

He thought back to his shoes and wished he could fall in that category, the overlooked and ignored one. But high school boys could be mean, Thomas knew. Bored high school boys could be downright vicious. And bored high school boys who also happened to be looking for trouble—well, those were the ones Thomas knew could be deadly.

Some might call them stupid rednecks, but then again, I might be lumped into that category.