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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“I don’t know, and I didn’t take any of the gifts they had for the Forgotten Angels . . .”

Thomas waited for more of a story, but nothing came.

“What about Sara’s?”

“I picked up her presents the other day. They said that sometimes—every now and then—a registered angel isn’t picked.”

“So Sara got picked but I didn’t?” Thomas asked. “Maybe Santa thinks I’ve been a bad boy this year. I knew I shouldn’t a snuck behind Mr. Sinclair’s house to steal his moonshine.”

“It isn’t funny,” Lynn said. “And it has nothing to do with Santa.”

He wouldn’t be so mean.

“I’m sorry, Thomas. I know that this hasn’t been the easiest year for you, not being able to play basketball and everything—”

“Mom?”

“What?”

“Are there a lot of these ‘Forgotten Angels’?”

She shrugged. “I’m not sure. Maybe.”

“So you think that if I had a stash of stuff, like clothes and shoes and games and toys and pretty much everything you can think of—you think that they could go to the Forgotten Angels?”

“I want you to get the gifts you asked for,” she said.

As she looked at him, with his still-groggy eyes and bed head, she didn’t know why a smile lit up his face.

“What?” she asked.

“Well, I was going to tell you eventually.”

“About what?”

“Maybe if we get the car started, you can bring me to school.”

Thomas kept smiling.

“Okay,” she told him. “But first we have to get a set of pliers. Then find the spare key for the car.”

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The Only Thing

“Kevin.”

The moment his wife uttered his name, he knew.

Jenny had climbed out of bed in her usual laborious manner that always made him feel empathetic. Her struggle to catch her breath, to stand up, to move slowly across the darkened bedroom floor. This time he’d heard her and then heard the flush moments later, followed by his name.

And the way she said his name didn’t sound good.

“Yeah.”

But he already knew.

It’s time.

Of course, that was what he said every moment of every day. He was the child in the backseat asking, “Are we there yet?”

“I think something’s wrong.”

As he opened the bathroom door and his eyes adjusted to the light, Kevin knew. He didn’t have to see the tears in Jenny’s eyes. He’d heard them in her voice.

“I’m bleeding.”

She was thirty-four weeks pregnant. She was scheduled to go to the ob-gyn next week. At the doctor’s last suggestion, Jenny had started taking steroid shots to help the babies’ lung development in case . . .

In case of something like this.

This wasn’t supposed to happen for another month.

But life, as Kevin had discovered more and more recently, had a way of doing things on its own.

It can’t be now, not a day before Christmas Eve, not when there’s still so much to do . . .