Chapters (59)
- COVER
- About the Author
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgments
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
Vera bit at one of her nails, then stopped abruptly, lacing her hands together. ‘I spoke to a lawyer. Since Claire hasn’t reported a crime, the police can’t charge John for statutory rape, but she – well, her father – can sue us for emotional distress, and the damages have a high ceiling. Even if he can’t prove it, even if Claire won’t testify, we could be tied up in it anyway, hemorrhaging money. He hates John, he believes his daughter has been violated, and he’s not going to let it go,’ she said. ‘Any lawyer worth their salt starts at three hundred dollars an hour. We’ve only got twenty grand saved between the two of us. That’s sixty-six hours of work, Lucy – I’ve calculated it more than once – not even two goddamn weeks. We would be completely wiped out by a lawsuit, and once the savings were gone, we would have to take out a second mortgage, dip into the little equity we have in the house. And if Sam Alby did win … the house, the cabin, the business, it’s all in both of our names. He could take everything. It would destroy us.’
She tugged at the ends of her hair. ‘John found this area an hour west of Lake George in the Adirondacks. It’s really remote, all woods and state land. He wants to go there, not tell anyone where we’re going. If we use our savings and rent out the house, if the gallery sells a bit more, if we had one big show that could kind of put it on the map, perhaps we could come back after the statute of limitations is up, once things have died down … Don’t look at me like that.’
‘Like what?’ I asked.
‘Like I’m foolish,’ she said. ‘The more I think about it, the more John and I talk about it, the more I know it’s foolish. I know moving, even if John calls it disappearing, isn’t going to stop a lawsuit from going through. If we go, we have to really go. We have to make damn sure Sam can’t harass us anymore – and that his lawyers can’t find us. Sometimes I think this asshole won’t stop unless John is dead.’
Van Gogh. The name, the way they’d morbidly turned it into a verb, rang in my head. Their always joke.
Dusty jumped down, leaving white hairs all over Vera’s black leggings.
‘Look,’ she said, lifting a hand before I could ask any more questions. ‘I’m sorry to spring all this on you, it’s not your problem to solve. I just hope you won’t hold this against us.’
‘Of course not,’ I said. ‘I would never hold anything against you. I just, I don’t understand –’