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Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ONE
  5. TWO
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

My throat seemed to close as my hands grasped at the crumpled sheets, desperate to hold on to anything for protection. There was someone in my house.

The shuffling stopped, and so did Dusty’s barks, as if we were both listening for what would happen next. I still couldn’t see a thing, and as I gasped for breath, I felt for the hammer on the nightstand, only it wasn’t there. My hand swept into a water glass instead, knocking it off the table.

The glass landed on the hardwood floor with an awful clatter.

Before I could even think of moving, there was a creak and then a thunk. The sound of the front door shutting. Blood rushed to my head, sloshing around my brain. This was real. This was happening. Right now. I knew it was him, but I needed proof, I needed, for once, to see it for myself. Instinct taking over, I jumped out of bed and ran to the window.

I couldn’t make out a thing. The front lights had been turned off. I ran out of my bedroom and into the living room, toward the front door. It was unlocked, the dead bolt turned so I didn’t even have to twist it to know. I hadn’t imagined it. I hadn’t dreamed it.

Dusty whimpered as my heart beat mercilessly. I reached for the door. I knew what I needed to do, but as my hand touched the doorknob, I couldn’t do it.

Locking the door, I checked the dead bolt multiple times. Then I made sure every drape was shut, and I flicked on the lights. At first, I didn’t see anything, and I grabbed Dusty, pulling him to my body, trying to calm his little heartbeats – and my big ones.

Then there it was, as if waiting for me. A blight in the middle of the coffee table. A single sheet of paper, printed with that awful font.

The proof I craved and feared at the same time.

STOP DIGGING AND GO BACK TO BROOKLYN

It was thirty minutes between calling 911 and an officer arriving. Thirty minutes in which I sat in my bedroom closet with Dusty, back against the door, blocking anyone who dared try to come in.

Finally, the sound of a car pulling up, of wheels on gravel. A swift banging on the door. After peeking through the drapes to confirm, I let in the officer, a baby-faced guy in a uniform who didn’t look older than twenty-two. He tried unsuccessfully to calm me down as I talked him through what had happened.

McKnight got there fifteen minutes later, just after four a.m. He was bleary-eyed, his hair rumpled; I’d never seen him so off-kilter. ‘I’m sorry for waking you up,’ I said.

‘It’s my job,’ he said groggily. ‘Now, show me this threat you’ve received.’