Chapters (59)
- COVER
- About the Author
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgments
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
Davis gripped Dusty tighter. ‘I would have forgiven you, you know. For leaving, even for taking that photo. I would have taken you back. I loved you. I still do. You’re the one who always thought the worst of me. I knew we were perfect, you and me. I knew if we could only work out the kinks in our relationship, we would be everything either of us ever needed. It’s you who always painted me as some kind of monster, when I was only trying to help you, to help us. To make sure we didn’t just dissolve into resentment like every other couple. We had chemistry, we had similar interests, we made each other laugh, we were crazy about each other – do you know how rare that is? It would have all been fine, if only you’d just trusted me, if only you’d just listened.’ He sighed, mourning all that could have been. ‘We could have gotten married and had kids like you wanted – been a family – if only you’d learned. If you’d tried as hard as I did to improve our relationship. But you didn’t care, did you? You blew it all up. You did this.’
Dusty yelped, but Davis didn’t let him go. ‘Even if I wanted to, I can’t be with you after that,’ he said. ‘So I’m taking what matters most to you. I’m taking him. Maybe you’ll finally learn not to ruin every good thing that comes your way.’
Dusty cried out again, and I pressed myself upright on the bed. ‘You can’t,’ I said, begging. ‘I’m the one who’s been taking care of him. I’m the one he knows. Please.’ I reached out my hands, but Davis gripped him tighter. ‘Please, just give him to me.’
‘Why should I?’
Tears ran down my cheeks, and between the way Davis was holding Dusty and the hammer still gripped in his hand, I was terrified something awful was going to happen. Like a flash, I saw Dusty sprinting across the road after his leash had snapped. Davis wasn’t above hurting our dog if it meant he could hurt me. If it fell into his grand idea of ‘working out the kinks’ in our relationship.
I had to do something. I had to stop this.
‘If you don’t let him go, right now, I’ll show everyone that photo,’ I said, desperately forcing confidence into my voice. ‘I’ll blast it across the internet. You’ll be a viral fucking sensation. You’ll have to kill me to stop me from doing that, I swear to god. And if you do kill me, what’s your sister going to think? Whatever story you fed her, it won’t mean much if I turn up dead a week after I told her myself I was afraid of you.’