Back One White Lie
Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ONE
  5. TWO
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Davis was subtle. If he really wanted to mess with me, he would do something like this, something so nuanced, so seemingly benign, it would drive me crazy – just like the damn faucet. If Dusty had gotten hurt – god, if he’d died – not only would I have lost him, I’d be racked with guilt, half thinking it was my fault.

‘You have to check that your fence is secure if you’re going to leave a dog alone like that, with access to the yard. Especially if he doesn’t have good recall.’

‘Thank you,’ I said, clinging to his little body. ‘I should get back in. He’s had quite a morning.’

I reached for the door, but she cleared her throat.

‘By the way,’ she added. ‘Was Rachel there? At the memorial service, I mean.’

I nodded.

‘Good,’ she said. ‘I worried that she wasn’t going to get up the guts to go, but I know it was important to her.’

‘Thanks again, Maggie,’ I said quickly, eager for her to leave so I could pack my bags, get on the road.

‘And if you need anything else,’ Maggie said.

‘I know where to find you.’

As soon as she was gone, I made for the closet, pulled my suitcase off the shelf. I began opening drawers, grabbing stacks of sweaters and jeans and throwing them inside.

When I reached the top drawer, I whipped it open and started to pack my underwear.

I froze, my mind beginning to spin.

My mother’s scarf, which I’d kept in this very drawer since the day I’d arrived. Edged with a blue stripe, with rosebuds, with the stain Davis had created …

It was gone.

I ripped the drawer out, pulling so hard it chipped a bit of the wood, and flipped it over. Panties and bras and the vintage furniture brochure fluttered down like confetti.

The scarf wasn’t there.

I tossed the drawer to the ground, and it clattered awfully, terrifying Dusty. My fingers began to tremble and my heart banged brutally as I picked up the brochure.

It was empty. John’s photos, gone.

And even scarier: The note he’d left me, it was gone, too.

I wasn’t crazy, and I wasn’t paranoid. Something was happening. As much as I didn’t want it to be, it was. This was more than a running faucet, more than a gap under the fence. This was real, tangible. Proof.

John was dead, for fuck’s sake. Maybe it had been Sam Alby. Maybe none of it was on me. But maybe, maybe …

I could forgive you … but I’d have to kill the guy.