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Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ONE
  5. TWO
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

McKnight walked out. He nodded at me, then did a one-eighty. I waited a half second too long before I realized I was meant to follow him.

A dusty linoleum hallway. Then a room, glass windows and a table in the center, just like on TV. I forced myself to take a deep, calming breath. This was only a formality, like he’d said.

‘Coffee?’ he asked as I took a seat.

‘Please.’

He returned a few minutes later with two steaming Styrofoam cups and tossed a couple of packets of sugar and creamer onto the table. He pointed to a camera in the corner. ‘We’re required to tape interviews.’

It was an announcement, not a question. He sat down. I did, too.

‘All right,’ McKnight said, getting straight to it. ‘Why don’t you tell me again exactly what happened on November second?’ He glanced at his notes. ‘Two days ago.’

I once watched this spy show where one of the spies told an informant that to lie properly, you only had to stare at the tip of the person’s nose – it would look like you were looking them in the eye. So after going through the details – slowly, meticulously – when I got to the part in question, that’s what I did. Eyes on the bulbous tip of McKnight’s nose, I delivered my line as smoothly as I could, raising my volume slightly in an attempt to quell any quaking of my voice. ‘I heard a scream, and I stepped out into the clearing. I didn’t see John, but I saw his backpack and his water bottle. I assumed he had fallen.’

McKnight’s fingers drummed on the table. ‘So you didn’t see him fall?’

‘No.’

‘Why did you say you did?’

Keep it simple, stupid. That’s what my dad used to say.

‘It all happened so fast. I got mixed up.’

‘You’re not mixed up now?’

‘No.’

McKnight leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms over his paunch. He was pushing 250 pounds, I guessed, and he teetered on his chair, balancing on its back two legs – I swore it was going to slip right out from under him.

He let the chair fall forward, its front legs clattering against the linoleum, making me jump.

‘Sorry,’ he said, grabbing his cup. ‘Refill. You want one?’

Mine had hardly been touched. ‘I’m okay, I think.’

‘Great. Just give me a second.’

That ‘second’ turned into five minutes. Ten. My hands became clammy; I wiped them against my jeans.

By the time he returned, I had partially calmed myself down. My story had been told, my portion complete. It was his job to look into the rest, the cobwebbed corners, the covered-up cracks. He took his seat and leaned back in the chair. He was the one who had to figure out if Davis – or Sam – or someone else entirely – had done this. I had to protect myself.