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Chapters (71)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PART ONE
  6. 1. ELLA BRODEN
  7. 2. DANA GOODWIN
  8. 3. ELLA BRODEN
  9. 4. DANA GOODWIN
  10. 5. ELLA BRODEN
  11. 6. DANA GOODWIN
  12. 7. ELLA BRODEN
  13. 8. DANA GOODWIN
  14. 9. ELLA BRODEN
  15. 10. DANA GOODWIN
  16. 11. ELLA BRODEN
  17. 12. DANA GOODWIN
  18. 13. ELLA BRODEN
  19. 14. DANA GOODWIN
  20. 15. ELLA BRODEN
  21. PART TWO
  22. 16. ELLA BRODEN
  23. 17. DANA GOODWIN
  24. 18. ELLA BRODEN
  25. 19. DANA GOODWIN
  26. 20. ELLA BRODEN
  27. 21. DANA GOODWIN
  28. 22. ELLA BRODEN
  29. 23. DANA GOODWIN
  30. 24. ELLA BRODEN
  31. 25. DANA GOODWIN
  32. 26. ELLA BRODEN
  33. 27. DANA GOODWIN
  34. PART THREE
  35. EIGHT MONTHS EARLIER DANA GOODWIN
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  41. PART FOUR
  42. 33. ELLA BRODEN
  43. 34. DANA GOODWIN
  44. 35. ELLA BRODEN
  45. 36. DANA GOODWIN
  46. 37. ELLA BRODEN
  47. 38. DANA GOODWIN
  48. 39. ELLA BRODEN
  49. 40. DANA GOODWIN
  50. 41. ELLA BRODEN
  51. 42. DANA GOODWIN
  52. PART FIVE
  53. 43. ELLA BRODEN
  54. 44. DANA GOODWIN
  55. 45. ELLA BRODEN
  56. 46. DANA GOODWIN
  57. 47. ELLA BRODEN
  58. 48. DANA GOODWIN
  59. 49. ELLA BRODEN
  60. 50. DANA GOODWIN
  61. 51. ELLA BRODEN
  62. 52. DANA GOODWIN
  63. 53. ELLA BRODEN
  64. 54. DANA GOODWIN
  65. 55. ELLA BRODEN
  66. 56. DANA GOODWIN
  67. 57. ELLA BRODEN
  68. 58. DANA GOODWIN
  69. 59. ELLA BRODEN
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

He took a sip of the bourbon and shook his head with a laugh. “So then I leave for college, and everything is good. But when I come home for my first Christmas break, my mother tells me that she’s kicked my father out—finally. I remember how she said that word. As if it had been a long time coming. And I swear I didn’t have the first inkling that my parents were unhappy. I just thought my dad worked all the time, but I considered that to be the price of being a mathematical genius. I figured my mother had made peace with it long ago. I don’t remember exactly what I said to get her to explain the reason to me. Maybe I asked where he was living, but the upshot was that my father had a second family in the same town where we lived.”

Stuart stopped then to take another mouthful of bourbon. His eyes looked as sad to me as I imagine they must have when his mother first told him this truth.

“What do you mean, another family?” I asked.

“Like you hear sometimes about these guys who are traveling salesmen or truckers or whatnot, and they have one family—you know, kids, a wife, a dog, a house with a mortgage—and then in another town there’s the same thing. Just like that, except my father didn’t see the need to leave town to have both. He had literally married someone else—of course, not legally, but the other woman didn’t know that. They also had a little boy—my half brother, Stephen, six years younger than me. And a house, and, yes, a dog too. So there you have it. My father wasn’t this genius closed off from the actual world staring at a blackboard late into the night. He was a guy juggling two families.”

“Is he still alive?”

“No. He died four, maybe five, years ago. After my mother threw him out, he downsized to one family and that suited him just fine. I didn’t talk to him for the rest of the time I was in school, but a year or two after I got out, it occurred to me that everything I knew about the man was a lie. I wanted to know the truth. I didn’t tell him this, but the reason I sought him out back then was so that I could learn how to avoid becoming him.”

“And did you?”

“I sincerely hope so,” he said with a chuckle. “One of the things he said, which I remember quite vividly, was that he became a mathematician because it is the only discipline where utter perfection is achievable. He said that a great poem or piece of music could never be perfect because it was always subject to the eye, or ear, of the beholder.”

“And so you became an art teacher,” I said.