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Chapters (71)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PART ONE
  6. 1. ELLA BRODEN
  7. 2. DANA GOODWIN
  8. 3. ELLA BRODEN
  9. 4. DANA GOODWIN
  10. 5. ELLA BRODEN
  11. 6. DANA GOODWIN
  12. 7. ELLA BRODEN
  13. 8. DANA GOODWIN
  14. 9. ELLA BRODEN
  15. 10. DANA GOODWIN
  16. 11. ELLA BRODEN
  17. 12. DANA GOODWIN
  18. 13. ELLA BRODEN
  19. 14. DANA GOODWIN
  20. 15. ELLA BRODEN
  21. PART TWO
  22. 16. ELLA BRODEN
  23. 17. DANA GOODWIN
  24. 18. ELLA BRODEN
  25. 19. DANA GOODWIN
  26. 20. ELLA BRODEN
  27. 21. DANA GOODWIN
  28. 22. ELLA BRODEN
  29. 23. DANA GOODWIN
  30. 24. ELLA BRODEN
  31. 25. DANA GOODWIN
  32. 26. ELLA BRODEN
  33. 27. DANA GOODWIN
  34. PART THREE
  35. EIGHT MONTHS EARLIER DANA GOODWIN
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  41. PART FOUR
  42. 33. ELLA BRODEN
  43. 34. DANA GOODWIN
  44. 35. ELLA BRODEN
  45. 36. DANA GOODWIN
  46. 37. ELLA BRODEN
  47. 38. DANA GOODWIN
  48. 39. ELLA BRODEN
  49. 40. DANA GOODWIN
  50. 41. ELLA BRODEN
  51. 42. DANA GOODWIN
  52. PART FIVE
  53. 43. ELLA BRODEN
  54. 44. DANA GOODWIN
  55. 45. ELLA BRODEN
  56. 46. DANA GOODWIN
  57. 47. ELLA BRODEN
  58. 48. DANA GOODWIN
  59. 49. ELLA BRODEN
  60. 50. DANA GOODWIN
  61. 51. ELLA BRODEN
  62. 52. DANA GOODWIN
  63. 53. ELLA BRODEN
  64. 54. DANA GOODWIN
  65. 55. ELLA BRODEN
  66. 56. DANA GOODWIN
  67. 57. ELLA BRODEN
  68. 58. DANA GOODWIN
  69. 59. ELLA BRODEN
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

“So you say, but Jennifer hasn’t accused him of raping her. Only you’ve said that in this trial. Same thing with your mother. You say your father raped her, but she doesn’t say that. In fact, your mother is going to testify that you’re lying. Your own mother, Raymond, is going to take this stand and swear an oath to God, punishable by the crime of perjury if she lies, and say that you—you, Raymond, not your father, but you—raped your baby sister. And the only evidence we have that you’re not a rapist—in fact, the only evidence we have about anything you’ve said here today—is your say-so. The word of a person whose own mother says he is a liar.”

I objected, telling the judge that there wasn’t a question being posed. Before the judge could rule, Sutton said, “Here’s my question, Raymond. Are you calling your mother a liar?”

“She’s really scared,” Raymond said.

“Why would she be scared?” Sutton said, as if the idea of a battered woman being so frightened that she would lie to protect her abuser was the most ridiculous thing she’d ever heard. “If what you say is true—that your father is a sexual predator who abuses his own family—she should be doing everything she can to send him to jail. But she’s not, is she, Raymond? No. And you’re right about one thing. She is scared. She’s scared that your father is going to go to jail and then there won’t be anyone to stop you from raping Jennifer. That’s what terrifies her.”

When his cross-examination was over and Raymond and I were in the hallway, he broke down. As he sobbed, I told him that I blamed myself for failing to see that line of attack coming. He didn’t care about what had just occurred on the stand, however. Something much worse than being accused of rape brought him to tears.

“My father is going to come home with us,” he said. “Isn’t he?”

Later that evening, Lauren suggested that we offer Chesterman a plea deal.

“No,” I said, almost instinctively.

“It’s not that close a call,” Lauren replied. “We’re going to lose. The wife is going to testify that she was never raped and that Raymond was never raped, but that Jennifer was. She’ll say Raymond is her abuser. For us to rebut that, we have to put Jennifer on the stand. And you know as well as I do that she won’t hold up under cross.”