Back Never Goodbye
Chapters (71)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PART ONE
  6. 1. ELLA BRODEN
  7. 2. DANA GOODWIN
  8. 3. ELLA BRODEN
  9. 4. DANA GOODWIN
  10. 5. ELLA BRODEN
  11. 6. DANA GOODWIN
  12. 7. ELLA BRODEN
  13. 8. DANA GOODWIN
  14. 9. ELLA BRODEN
  15. 10. DANA GOODWIN
  16. 11. ELLA BRODEN
  17. 12. DANA GOODWIN
  18. 13. ELLA BRODEN
  19. 14. DANA GOODWIN
  20. 15. ELLA BRODEN
  21. PART TWO
  22. 16. ELLA BRODEN
  23. 17. DANA GOODWIN
  24. 18. ELLA BRODEN
  25. 19. DANA GOODWIN
  26. 20. ELLA BRODEN
  27. 21. DANA GOODWIN
  28. 22. ELLA BRODEN
  29. 23. DANA GOODWIN
  30. 24. ELLA BRODEN
  31. 25. DANA GOODWIN
  32. 26. ELLA BRODEN
  33. 27. DANA GOODWIN
  34. PART THREE
  35. EIGHT MONTHS EARLIER DANA GOODWIN
  36. 28.
  37. 29.
  38. 30.
  39. 31.
  40. 32.
  41. PART FOUR
  42. 33. ELLA BRODEN
  43. 34. DANA GOODWIN
  44. 35. ELLA BRODEN
  45. 36. DANA GOODWIN
  46. 37. ELLA BRODEN
  47. 38. DANA GOODWIN
  48. 39. ELLA BRODEN
  49. 40. DANA GOODWIN
  50. 41. ELLA BRODEN
  51. 42. DANA GOODWIN
  52. PART FIVE
  53. 43. ELLA BRODEN
  54. 44. DANA GOODWIN
  55. 45. ELLA BRODEN
  56. 46. DANA GOODWIN
  57. 47. ELLA BRODEN
  58. 48. DANA GOODWIN
  59. 49. ELLA BRODEN
  60. 50. DANA GOODWIN
  61. 51. ELLA BRODEN
  62. 52. DANA GOODWIN
  63. 53. ELLA BRODEN
  64. 54. DANA GOODWIN
  65. 55. ELLA BRODEN
  66. 56. DANA GOODWIN
  67. 57. ELLA BRODEN
  68. 58. DANA GOODWIN
  69. 59. ELLA BRODEN
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

A well-dressed man approaches and introduces himself as the sommelier. The wine list, a leather-bound volume, has been sitting open in front of Richard since we arrived.

“We’re going to have a bottle of the 2014 Cakebread,” Richard announces without consulting anyone else at the table.

“Excellent choice,” the sommelier says, which seems to please Richard.

As the sommelier turns to walk away, Richard calls out to him. “You know something? I’m going to start with a Johnnie Walker Blue.”

A waiter appears a minute later with the scotch. Richard is already halfway through his drink when the sommelier returns, a bottle of wine in hand. He pours a taste for Richard, who swirls it in his glass before taking a sip.

“Excellent,” he declares.

“The waiter will be over in a moment to take your orders,” the sommelier says.

“My friend,” Richard says, “when the waiter comes back, make sure he’s carrying another glass of the Blue.”

Lauren looks at Richard, murder clearly on her mind. He is either oblivious to his wife’s disdain or ignores it. His smile remains fixed, causing her abruptly to break eye contact with her husband. Turning to me, she says, “How’s the singing going?”

I’m hesitant when people ask about my new career. I tend to expect a bit of snark, but there’s none of that in Lauren’s question. She’s sincere in her interest, and I know she only wants me to be happy.

“Good. Slow . . . but good. At least I’m getting paid, so that’s a step in the right direction. Plus I’m doing a fair amount of songwriting, and that’s both rewarding and therapeutic.”

“That’s great. So, when can I―do you say to singers ‘see you’ or ‘hear you’?”

“Either applies, and maybe soon. I finally broke down and allowed Gabriel to come. And you’re the next person on that list.”

“She was truly amazing,” Gabriel says.

I feel myself blushing at his compliment. I decide to change the subject before Gabriel starts providing details about my life as Cassidy. Other than Gabriel and my shrink, no one knows that I perform under an alias. Even though Lauren will likely be the next person I let in on that secret, I’m not ready to do so just yet.

“Enough about me,” I say. “Tell me about the office.”

She considers the question for a moment and then says, “Here’s something. I got a notice the other day that Donald Chesterman was just released. Remember him?”

“Jesus,” I say. “That’s a name I never wanted to hear again.”