Back Never Goodbye
Chapters (71)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CONTENTS
  5. PART ONE
  6. 1. ELLA BRODEN
  7. 2. DANA GOODWIN
  8. 3. ELLA BRODEN
  9. 4. DANA GOODWIN
  10. 5. ELLA BRODEN
  11. 6. DANA GOODWIN
  12. 7. ELLA BRODEN
  13. 8. DANA GOODWIN
  14. 9. ELLA BRODEN
  15. 10. DANA GOODWIN
  16. 11. ELLA BRODEN
  17. 12. DANA GOODWIN
  18. 13. ELLA BRODEN
  19. 14. DANA GOODWIN
  20. 15. ELLA BRODEN
  21. PART TWO
  22. 16. ELLA BRODEN
  23. 17. DANA GOODWIN
  24. 18. ELLA BRODEN
  25. 19. DANA GOODWIN
  26. 20. ELLA BRODEN
  27. 21. DANA GOODWIN
  28. 22. ELLA BRODEN
  29. 23. DANA GOODWIN
  30. 24. ELLA BRODEN
  31. 25. DANA GOODWIN
  32. 26. ELLA BRODEN
  33. 27. DANA GOODWIN
  34. PART THREE
  35. EIGHT MONTHS EARLIER DANA GOODWIN
  36. 28.
  37. 29.
  38. 30.
  39. 31.
  40. 32.
  41. PART FOUR
  42. 33. ELLA BRODEN
  43. 34. DANA GOODWIN
  44. 35. ELLA BRODEN
  45. 36. DANA GOODWIN
  46. 37. ELLA BRODEN
  47. 38. DANA GOODWIN
  48. 39. ELLA BRODEN
  49. 40. DANA GOODWIN
  50. 41. ELLA BRODEN
  51. 42. DANA GOODWIN
  52. PART FIVE
  53. 43. ELLA BRODEN
  54. 44. DANA GOODWIN
  55. 45. ELLA BRODEN
  56. 46. DANA GOODWIN
  57. 47. ELLA BRODEN
  58. 48. DANA GOODWIN
  59. 49. ELLA BRODEN
  60. 50. DANA GOODWIN
  61. 51. ELLA BRODEN
  62. 52. DANA GOODWIN
  63. 53. ELLA BRODEN
  64. 54. DANA GOODWIN
  65. 55. ELLA BRODEN
  66. 56. DANA GOODWIN
  67. 57. ELLA BRODEN
  68. 58. DANA GOODWIN
  69. 59. ELLA BRODEN
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

The room he leads me to is small, with a large picture window providing a view of another building’s twenty-fourth floor across the street. The table has only six chairs, which is three times as many as we’ll need for this meeting. In the center is a single banker’s box. The side label reads: “The People of the State of New York v. Dana L. Goodwin.”

I sit alone, staring at the box, afraid to open it as if inside lurks something deadly, like a poisonous snake that only LeMarcus should handle. After five minutes of me staring at it like Pandora, the door swings open and LeMarcus rushes in. He’s also wearing a three-piece suit. I wonder if it’s a coincidence or part of the uniform at the firm.

Although LeMarcus and I were friendly when we served together as young ADAs, we weren’t the kind of friends who stayed in touch after his goodbye dinner. I’d seen him through the years, sometimes as an adversary, more often at functions honoring some judge or a fellow colleague. During those meetings we were always cordial, suggesting that we should get lunch or dinner and catch up, but neither of us ever extended an actual invitation. It was the relationship I had with nearly everyone I worked with—until Lauren.

“I’m so glad that the bail’s all worked out,” he says while taking the seat across from me. “This will be so much easier now than if you were still inside.”

“Yeah, I like living at home more than sharing a cell at Rikers too.”

He nods at my joke, but it apparently only merits a thin smile. I take LeMarcus’s demeanor to suggest that he’s not going to get more attached to me than any other accused murderer who pays him to set them free.

“I’m going to get right to it,” he says, “if that’s okay with you.”

“Please do. I’ve read that they have Lauren’s iPhone, but is there anything else linking me to her murder?”

“I’ll get there in a second. Before I do, I wanted to get some preliminaries out of the way. The first is to discuss the pros and cons about our pulling Judge Gold.”

The book on Arthur Gold goes something like this. Back when I was in middle school, he was a personal-injury lawyer of limited success, which caused him to seek the pay raise the state judiciary had to offer, even though for most lawyers a judge’s salary—which amounts to less than large law firms dole out for last year’s law-school graduates—is a disincentive to taking the bench. He might not have had a chance but for the fact that he was openly gay in 1987. This endeared him to the Greenwich Village Democratic Club, and they used their growing clout to make him a judge.