Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘It’s fine,’ Kat says again. ‘I can clean it up.’

‘No. I need to do it.’ Beth swivels off the chair and lurches towards the sink. She opens the cupboard underneath, pulls out a fresh cloth and a bottle of cleaning spray. But her hands are shaking, and the bottle slips out of her grasp, falling to the floor. Beth stares at it, frozen.

Kat takes her opportunity. She puts her arm around Beth, breathes in her smell, feels the warmth of her slight frame against Kat’s chest. The feeling is so powerful that her knees almost buckle, but she clenches her thighs and rides out the moment. ‘Let me help you,’ she whispers.

‘I didn’t sleep much last night.’

‘You have a beautiful house. But I can clean to your standard, I promise.’

Beth turns to look at her and their eyes connect. Natural deep brown and imitation blue. Beth’s face is so close now, ten centimetres at most. This is much better than Kat could ever have hoped for when she left work less than half an hour ago. She wants to take it further, but she can’t; she mustn’t risk freaking Beth out. So she leads her charge back to the stool, inhales one more time and lets go. She retrieves the cleaning products from the floor and sets to work on the island unit.

‘Can I ask something, Kat? A favour?’ Beth’s voice is so small.

‘Of course. Anything.’

‘Can this be our secret? You seeing me like this?’

Kat stops cleaning and looks up. ‘Who would I tell?’

‘My husband. My children. The woman you work with. Your clients.’

‘I wouldn’t tell anyone. It’s none of their business.’ She feels an urge to reach out again, but instead she pushes her hands into her pockets. She runs her fingers over the smooth surface of her phone.

‘I couldn’t stand anyone knowing, not even strangers. Do you promise, Kat?’

‘I promise,’ Kat whispers. She understands Beth’s need for privacy, the woman with a new name and a difficult past. She recognises it in herself too: the paranoia of living with something to hide. ‘Could I ask you a favour too?’ she asks. The image of that man is back, his angry words, and she slides her thumb across the glass screen, catching the ridge of her phone case with her nail.

‘That’s fair, I suppose.’

‘Would you tell me what’s happened today? You look scared. I want to help you.’