Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
At 5.15 p.m. on the dot, Kat rings Beth’s doorbell. It’s still daunting, standing on Beth’s top step, but she’s relieved to discover that she doesn’t feel quite as nervous as the day before. It’s a while before anyone comes, but eventually the door swings open and Beth appears on the threshold. But she looks different today. Her hair is still perfect, shining with natural oils and curled neatly under her chin. And her skin is clear and smooth. But her eyes have a vacant stare, and her mouth is stained red.
And more than that, she’s clasping a kitchen knife so tightly that her knuckles are white.
‘Hi, Beth,’ Kat stutters, her eyes flitting between Beth’s face and the blade. Is it meant for her? Has Beth worked out who Kat really is? Or did that man come back; is it a weapon for self-defence?
‘Oh, it’s you. I forgot.’ Beth blinks, looks down at the knife and draws it behind her back. ‘Sorry, I was just, erm …’ Her voice peters out.
‘I’ve come for Luna,’ Kat offers slowly, assessing Beth more closely now that the initial shock has worn off. She doesn’t look either angry or hurt; she looks wasted. ‘Do you still want me to walk her this evening?’
‘Luna?’ Beth swivels her head and Kat follows her gaze. Luna is stood behind the glass kitchen door wagging her tail. ‘Oh yes.’ Beth stops. Starts. ‘Sorry. Let me get her for you.’ But as she turns, she stumbles. Instinctively, Kat reaches her hands up, but Beth is beyond arm’s reach now. Kat watches her grab the side table to keep herself from falling. The table wobbles and three picture frames fall, slamming down like three shots firing. She can’t be a bystander anymore. She takes a few steps forward, into Beth’s hallway. The door to her right is shut and the muted sounds of a TV show trickle from underneath it. A sense of relief leaks in. The children are safe.
‘Are you okay? Shall I take that?’ she asks, nodding down at the knife.
‘I’m sorry, I’m not feeling great.’ Beth stares at the fallen picture frames; they look like three sharks now, with their fins jutting out. Kat reaches for the knife and their fingers touch for a moment before Beth pulls away. A jolt of electricity runs up Kat’s arm, and she has to fight to stop a gasp escaping through her lips. She concentrates on righting the pictures instead. Two of them she recognises from the day before. The third is of an older couple, but they’re both fair-skinned and blue-eyed. Not Beth’s parents.
‘Shall I put this in the kitchen?’ Kat asks. ‘Would you like to sit down?’