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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

One of the kids snorts, but the clatter of his controller doesn’t slow down; apparently Mark isn’t worth that amount of distraction. As Mark listens to the throb of gunfire coming from the TV, he feels the air around him grow heavy. He knows he should just go home to the squat, celebrate scaring the bitch with his note and fall asleep on the couch. After years of working for him, Jon never stopped being wary of Rudy, so that should tell him something.

But he’s pissed off that no one is taking an ounce of blame for Jon’s death. ‘Thought you’d appreciate the warning, your smack killing people,’ he mutters.

‘What are you saying?’ Rudy asks, his voice gruffer now. He tilts onto his feet and takes a few steps towards Mark. Their noses are almost touching.

‘And maybe a sorry would be nice.’

Rudy shoves Mark hard in the chest. Mark lists backwards, and it’s as though the movement wakes him up. What the hell is he doing? Why is he riling this guy? He reaches out to steady himself, but there’s nothing to grab on to, and he stumbles backwards himself, falling onto the rancid carpet in front of the sofa. He can hear the kids laughing now, dropping their controllers, the real-life violence unfolding in front of them finally enough to warrant their interest.

Mark lifts his hands to his face, palms up, part protection, part surrender. He sucks in air as Rudy’s foot connects with his ribcage. More kicks rain down, a heavy trainer against his ribs, his hip bone, the backs of his legs. He draws his knees into his chest, and pushes his face into the carpet, the stench of piss rising up his nostrils. The guy could pull a knife any moment, puncture his lungs or heart. He could bleed out on this floor. The images flood the backs of his eyelids as he prays for it to stop.

And finally, thank fuck, it does.

‘Now get up,’ Rudy growls. ‘Get out of my flat. And don’t ever disrespect me like that again.’ He kicks Mark again, a final warning.

Mark flips his head around, grimacing with pain. Then he rolls onto his shins, a knoll of damaged flesh, and gingerly pushes up to standing. He’s shaking like an addict in withdrawal and his torso is throbbing with pain, but the adrenalin is still coursing through him. Even now, fear and aggression want to duel.

‘Are you still here?’ Rudy asks, his eyes smirking now he’s reasserted his status.