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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Mark wonders if Jon’s dealer misses his loyal servant now. If he even knows Jon’s dead. Or that it was his smack that killed him. Not that it was the heroin exactly, Mark remembers through his vodka fug. It was the clumsy draw, caused by the bitch forcing Jon to drink too much of Mark’s booze. But the smack played its part. If he hadn’t been jacking up, he wouldn’t be dead; that’s for sure.

He knows the address off by heart. He’s had the bit of paper Jon wrote it on for long enough, and he had to recite it to the guy with the bolt cutters only last week. Jon always insisted his dealer – Rudy – was a good guy, but that there was maybe a five per cent chance that things could turn nasty. Those were good odds, he’d explained, in the illegal drugs trade. But still, he liked someone knowing where he was.

Maybe he should go there now, Mark thinks, tell Rudy what happened to Jon. Not to blame him of course – that wouldn’t be clever – but to let him know. Just passing on information about a mutual friend. And if he manages to ignite a flicker of guilt, a momentary sense of remorse, that can’t be a bad thing. It’s about time the relentless ‘what if’ gnawed at someone else’s gut.

He pushes off the bench and pauses, giving his legs time to catch up with his brain signals. Then he drops the empty bottle of vodka in the bin, and heads back onto the street.

Ingrine House is an ugly 1960s tower block striped with dirty concrete slabs and lines of grimy windows, some lit up yellow but most in eerie darkness. Mark pauses outside. It feels like the whole place is screaming at him to stay the fuck away, but of course that’s just his imagination playing tricks, so he pushes on the main door to the block and keeps his head down as he trudges up the stairs. He feels a sudden urge to pee. Too much vodka, he decides, definitely not fear, because what has he got to be scared of? Rudy was Jon’s mate; he’ll be grateful for Mark stopping by. Mark sets his jaw, takes a breath and knocks on the flat’s peeling front door. It opens a couple of inches. ‘Yeah?’ a voice floats out.

‘Looking for Rudy,’ Mark says in a low voice, even though the communal hallway is empty. ‘I’m a mate of Clapham Jon’s.’ That’s what he was known as, not exactly imaginative. Mark waits a moment, then the door swings open. The bloke looks like a bouncer. His chest is wide and curved, and he’s wearing a thick gold chain around his neck.

‘In here,’ he says.