Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
About half an hour later, a dark mass of overexcited kids appears in the playground. As it disintegrates into individual shadows, two of them are sent in Beth’s direction. The sky is pitch-black now, so Mark can follow more closely. He watches the three of them cross the road and walk back down the hill. They stop outside a double-fronted house with three steps up to the front door, one of the biggest on the road. He listens to the click-clack of the girls’ school shoes skipping up the steps, followed by a muted bark when their hallway is exposed for a moment, low lighting glowing on a patchwork wooden floor. He watches them all disappear inside, and the door slam shut behind them. So that’s where she lives, he thinks, and takes note of the house number.
He’ll be back tomorrow, he promises. And the next day. In fact, he’ll be her shadow, a reminder of what she’s done, until he decides how to properly avenge Jon’s death.
Mark pushes on the back door of the empty shop unit and it swings open. The chain and padlock are still hanging there, but only for decorative purposes now. It feels so good to be back here, safe, surrounded by memories of Jon. The old man believed in him – knew that he had prospects and wouldn’t be homeless for long – but he also had the patience not to push Mark too hard. He was worth a hundred of her, and he deserves his retribution.
He turns on the small battery-powered light – another gift from the day centre – and looks at the collection of Pret sandwiches he was given earlier. What he really wants is a hot meal, his mum’s roast chicken or a lamb curry, but a ham and cheese on white will have to do. Then he walks into the main front room and sinks down onto the sofa. As an ex-dress shop, there are various mirrors on the walls, including a huge ornate one leaning on the mantelpiece of the Victorian-style fireplace opposite the sofa. Mark looks at himself with a growing sense of disgust. His stubble is getting unruly, and his hair must stink beneath his beanie. He used to spend hours in front of the mirror when he lived at home, trying on new clothes, and daydreaming about his future in the big city. He didn’t think for a moment that it would look like this.