Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

About half an hour later, a dark mass of overexcited kids appears in the playground. As it disintegrates into individual shadows, two of them are sent in Beth’s direction. The sky is pitch-black now, so Mark can follow more closely. He watches the three of them cross the road and walk back down the hill. They stop outside a double-fronted house with three steps up to the front door, one of the biggest on the road. He listens to the click-clack of the girls’ school shoes skipping up the steps, followed by a muted bark when their hallway is exposed for a moment, low lighting glowing on a patchwork wooden floor. He watches them all disappear inside, and the door slam shut behind them. So that’s where she lives, he thinks, and takes note of the house number.

He’ll be back tomorrow, he promises. And the next day. In fact, he’ll be her shadow, a reminder of what she’s done, until he decides how to properly avenge Jon’s death.

Mark pushes on the back door of the empty shop unit and it swings open. The chain and padlock are still hanging there, but only for decorative purposes now. It feels so good to be back here, safe, surrounded by memories of Jon. The old man believed in him – knew that he had prospects and wouldn’t be homeless for long – but he also had the patience not to push Mark too hard. He was worth a hundred of her, and he deserves his retribution.

He turns on the small battery-powered light – another gift from the day centre – and looks at the collection of Pret sandwiches he was given earlier. What he really wants is a hot meal, his mum’s roast chicken or a lamb curry, but a ham and cheese on white will have to do. Then he walks into the main front room and sinks down onto the sofa. As an ex-dress shop, there are various mirrors on the walls, including a huge ornate one leaning on the mantelpiece of the Victorian-style fireplace opposite the sofa. Mark looks at himself with a growing sense of disgust. His stubble is getting unruly, and his hair must stink beneath his beanie. He used to spend hours in front of the mirror when he lived at home, trying on new clothes, and daydreaming about his future in the big city. He didn’t think for a moment that it would look like this.