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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

And she can’t stay out forever either. If he stays patient, keeps following until she pulls out a key and slips it into one of these fancy front doors, he’ll soon know exactly which house is hers. She’s slowing down now, but it’s not a house that she pauses outside. As Mark looks at the building behind her, a kind of Victorian-era castle with red-brick turrets and ornate sash windows, he realises it’s a school; it must be where her kids go, and that feels like currency somehow.

Other parents are also stood outside the gates, and Mark uses their cover to get a bit closer. The sky is murkier now; the sun has sunk behind the buildings, and heavy clouds hang low. But it’s not dark yet. A mysterious white light is sneaking between the clouds, and Mark feels that’s a sign, that someone up there agrees with him. Just because the woman didn’t inject the gear into Jon’s arm, doesn’t mean she’s not accountable for his death. If she’d been a bit kinder, shown some level of empathy rather than treating him worse than an animal, Jon wouldn’t have got hammered, and he’d still be alive today.

Each led by a different teacher, groups of children start appearing at the gate, and one by one, they get distributed out amongst the adults. But the woman he’s watching remains childless. She just leans against the railings with a fake smile on her face, greeting other mums as they come and go, like the queen holding court. He wants to know her name – anything that might prove useful – but the mums who stop call her darling, or honey, or love.

Eventually a tall woman with a mane of blonde hair and crows’ feet by her eyes stays for longer than the others. She doesn’t stop jabbering – even spills that the woman’s name is Beth – but there’s a tension between them. After a while, the blonde gives up and disappears into the crowd of lookalikes, leaving the woman – Beth – staring after her, a blank expression on her perfectly designed face.