Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Beth starts to smile again, to regain lost ground, but they’re both distracted by another car joining the line of vehicles on the pavement. It’s a nondescript colour and model, made worse by the thin glaze of Wandsworth pollution covering its panels, and Beth isn’t surprised when two almost identical men in jeans, hoodies and stab vests climb out.
‘Excuse me,’ PC Curtis says, dipping his head slightly and turning towards the detectives. Beth watches them talk on the pavement for a few moments, then move as a threesome towards the shopfront where the four paramedics and a second uniformed police officer are still loitering. The newly arrived ambulance will transport the body to the mortuary at St George’s Hospital, Beth hears the older paramedic explain. She wishes they’d hurry up; surely the dead man deserves better than a grubby concrete floor and an audience of strangers for his final resting place. At last, the group fragments and Beth watches the uniformed officers, and one of the detectives, head inside the shop. The other detective, the slightly broader of the two, strides over in her direction. She smiles at him, warmly.
‘Thank you for waiting. I’m DC Stone, Wandsworth CID. Mrs Packard, isn’t it?’
‘Yes, that’s right. And no problem at all. It was the least I could do.’
‘I don’t agree,’ the detective observes. ‘A lot of people would have chosen to do considerably less than you’ve done.’ There’s an admiration in his tone that Beth wasn’t expecting, and it makes the space between her shoulder blades widen a fraction. But now she feels like crying, so she blinks and draws them back together.
‘I was just on my way home from a night out with my girlfriends,’ she explains. ‘A Christmas get-together before Christmas actually kicks in and we’re all too busy to celebrate.’
He smiles, but it’s a polite one. He doesn’t understand her world.
‘I live on this road, but further up towards Clapham Common,’ she continues, wafting her hand eastwards and up the hill opposite. She can’t help a note of pride slipping into her voice. When she and Simon first moved to London, they bought a flat in Fulham with a little help from Simon’s parents. It was small and the mortgage used up most of their salaries (not that hers contributed much) but its location was what the estate agent called aspirational, and selling it smoothed the way for future house moves. Beth dreamed of having a family home between Wandsworth and Clapham Commons, so when they returned from a few years in Singapore with a baby in tow, it was the first place they looked. ‘I was on my way home from the station when I saw him,’ she explains. ‘He was slumped in the doorway; I knew straight away that he was seriously ill.’
‘And that’s when you called the emergency services?’