Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
‘Airway clear but not breathing; no pulse; pupils fixed and dilated,’ she’d called out in a serious voice, carefully releasing the belt strapped around the man’s bicep and picking up the needle by his side. ‘Looks like a heroin overdose.’
It was at that point Beth started shivering again. When she’d first seen the man lying there, she’d acted without thinking, adrenalin overpowering rational thought. But once she learned that he wasn’t breathing, and realised that her calling the ambulance hadn’t saved his life, the chemicals quickly faded. It took a few more minutes for the grey-haired paramedic to officially pronounce the man dead, and by then Beth was struggling to not just feel grateful that it was all over.
Except it wasn’t all over. The confirmation of death into the paramedic’s radio had started a new flurry of activity. Another ambulance pulled up with two more paramedics, and two police officers arrived in a flood of blue light. They ignored Beth at first, heading straight for their colleagues and the man on the ground, but now one of them is walking towards her.
‘I hear you’re the person who called the emergency services,’ he says, stopping a little too close for Beth’s liking. ‘I’m PC Curtis.’
‘Beth Packard,’ she whispers, taking a step backwards. ‘Nice to meet you.’ She must sound odd, exchanging pleasantries in these circumstances, but it’s how she’s programmed to behave.
‘It must have been a shock,’ he continues. ‘Finding him like that. How are you doing?’ He pauses a moment, taking in her summery outfit. ‘I can ask one of the paramedics to get you a blanket from the wagon if you’re cold?’
Beth smiles warmly at the pale-faced police officer. Not because she wants a hospital blanket – she wouldn’t trust that it had been properly laundered after its last recipient – but because smiling warmly is her default. She probably did it on purpose once upon a time, when she first discovered the advantages it could bring. But now it’s just a habit, a defence mechanism in uncomfortable situations.
And she’s certainly feeling uncomfortable right now.
‘I’m fine – thank you though,’ she says, hoping that she sounds genuine. He seems nice enough, not one of those misogynist policemen that you read about in the press.
‘My super just called. CID will be here in a sec. We need to check the property over, then they’ll take your statement. Are you okay to wait?’
Beth smiles. It’s the very last thing she wants to do, but of course she wouldn’t admit that. Instead, she asks, ‘CID? Is it normal for them to be involved in something like this?’
PC Curtis shrugs. ‘Normal enough, I suppose, if they’re quiet. We need some help to check the shop out.’