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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

‘Airway clear but not breathing; no pulse; pupils fixed and dilated,’ she’d called out in a serious voice, carefully releasing the belt strapped around the man’s bicep and picking up the needle by his side. ‘Looks like a heroin overdose.’

It was at that point Beth started shivering again. When she’d first seen the man lying there, she’d acted without thinking, adrenalin overpowering rational thought. But once she learned that he wasn’t breathing, and realised that her calling the ambulance hadn’t saved his life, the chemicals quickly faded. It took a few more minutes for the grey-haired paramedic to officially pronounce the man dead, and by then Beth was struggling to not just feel grateful that it was all over.

Except it wasn’t all over. The confirmation of death into the paramedic’s radio had started a new flurry of activity. Another ambulance pulled up with two more paramedics, and two police officers arrived in a flood of blue light. They ignored Beth at first, heading straight for their colleagues and the man on the ground, but now one of them is walking towards her.

‘I hear you’re the person who called the emergency services,’ he says, stopping a little too close for Beth’s liking. ‘I’m PC Curtis.’

‘Beth Packard,’ she whispers, taking a step backwards. ‘Nice to meet you.’ She must sound odd, exchanging pleasantries in these circumstances, but it’s how she’s programmed to behave.

‘It must have been a shock,’ he continues. ‘Finding him like that. How are you doing?’ He pauses a moment, taking in her summery outfit. ‘I can ask one of the paramedics to get you a blanket from the wagon if you’re cold?’

Beth smiles warmly at the pale-faced police officer. Not because she wants a hospital blanket – she wouldn’t trust that it had been properly laundered after its last recipient – but because smiling warmly is her default. She probably did it on purpose once upon a time, when she first discovered the advantages it could bring. But now it’s just a habit, a defence mechanism in uncomfortable situations.

And she’s certainly feeling uncomfortable right now.

‘I’m fine – thank you though,’ she says, hoping that she sounds genuine. He seems nice enough, not one of those misogynist policemen that you read about in the press.

‘My super just called. CID will be here in a sec. We need to check the property over, then they’ll take your statement. Are you okay to wait?’

Beth smiles. It’s the very last thing she wants to do, but of course she wouldn’t admit that. Instead, she asks, ‘CID? Is it normal for them to be involved in something like this?’

PC Curtis shrugs. ‘Normal enough, I suppose, if they’re quiet. We need some help to check the shop out.’