Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
With the last of the sobs still obstinately refusing to leave Kat’s chest, she nods and returns Becca’s smile. When she steps into the thickly carpeted hallway, she notices that Becca is barefoot. Becca gives her a sheepish grin. ‘For years we had to have a hard surface in here, easy access for the wheelchair,’ she explains. ‘So now we have thick pile carpet, and I don’t think I’ll ever tire of digging my toes into it.’
Becca leads Kat into the living room and gestures for her to sit on the sofa. Then she lowers herself down into the armchair opposite. There are four cards on the mantelpiece, each following the theme of a happy first wedding anniversary, and a photo of Becca in a white dress, stood next to a man with wide eyes and a generous smile.
‘You’re married?’ Kat asks timidly. Even now, she can’t help feeling awestruck by Becca’s beauty, inside and out.
‘Yes, a year ago. It rained all day, but that’s our fault for choosing a winter wedding. I wouldn’t get married until I could walk down the aisle unaided, but of course as soon as I could, I wanted to do it straight away. So late January it was.’
‘Your life was on hold for such a long time.’ Kat feels tears smarting again.
Becca leans forward. ‘Would you like a cup of tea?’ Kat watches her go about the ritual of pouring two cups from a pot on the coffee table. Milk? Sugar? The distinctly British way of giving Kat a moment, but also an example of Becca’s compassion, perhaps the result of her being so badly bullied for her Jewish heritage that she was forced to change schools. ‘They weren’t wasted years,’ she finally answers. ‘I learned a lot about myself; and I promised myself that I would walk again, that I just needed to be patient. And here I am.’
‘You always had such strength,’ Kat whispers. ‘Principles.’
Becca takes a sip of tea. ‘It wasn’t very principled to show Clara your letter.’
Kat’s hand trembles and she places her mug back down. ‘I shouldn’t have written it,’ she whispers. ‘Put you in that position.’
‘You were vulnerable and showed nothing but love. And I laughed at you.’
‘That’s not true,’ Kat mumbles. ‘You came after me, that’s why you were hit by the car. That’s why it’s my fault.’
‘You felt guilty about my car accident. And I felt guilty for putting you in that position. That’s why I worked so hard to walk again. So that we could both be free of it.’ She pauses. ‘Because I knew one day you’d come. I just didn’t think it would take this long.’