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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

With the last of the sobs still obstinately refusing to leave Kat’s chest, she nods and returns Becca’s smile. When she steps into the thickly carpeted hallway, she notices that Becca is barefoot. Becca gives her a sheepish grin. ‘For years we had to have a hard surface in here, easy access for the wheelchair,’ she explains. ‘So now we have thick pile carpet, and I don’t think I’ll ever tire of digging my toes into it.’

Becca leads Kat into the living room and gestures for her to sit on the sofa. Then she lowers herself down into the armchair opposite. There are four cards on the mantelpiece, each following the theme of a happy first wedding anniversary, and a photo of Becca in a white dress, stood next to a man with wide eyes and a generous smile.

‘You’re married?’ Kat asks timidly. Even now, she can’t help feeling awestruck by Becca’s beauty, inside and out.

‘Yes, a year ago. It rained all day, but that’s our fault for choosing a winter wedding. I wouldn’t get married until I could walk down the aisle unaided, but of course as soon as I could, I wanted to do it straight away. So late January it was.’

‘Your life was on hold for such a long time.’ Kat feels tears smarting again.

Becca leans forward. ‘Would you like a cup of tea?’ Kat watches her go about the ritual of pouring two cups from a pot on the coffee table. Milk? Sugar? The distinctly British way of giving Kat a moment, but also an example of Becca’s compassion, perhaps the result of her being so badly bullied for her Jewish heritage that she was forced to change schools. ‘They weren’t wasted years,’ she finally answers. ‘I learned a lot about myself; and I promised myself that I would walk again, that I just needed to be patient. And here I am.’

‘You always had such strength,’ Kat whispers. ‘Principles.’

Becca takes a sip of tea. ‘It wasn’t very principled to show Clara your letter.’

Kat’s hand trembles and she places her mug back down. ‘I shouldn’t have written it,’ she whispers. ‘Put you in that position.’

‘You were vulnerable and showed nothing but love. And I laughed at you.’

‘That’s not true,’ Kat mumbles. ‘You came after me, that’s why you were hit by the car. That’s why it’s my fault.’

‘You felt guilty about my car accident. And I felt guilty for putting you in that position. That’s why I worked so hard to walk again. So that we could both be free of it.’ She pauses. ‘Because I knew one day you’d come. I just didn’t think it would take this long.’