Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Saskia hesitates for a moment, then reaches across to her coat and pulls a small phone out of the large pocket. ‘There are audio recordings of you,’ she explains. ‘But it’s the photos you’ll want to see.’ Saskia puts the phone on the coffee table and gives Beth the code. With the screen unlocked, Beth takes a deep breath, taps into the photos and scrolls through the images.
‘I would say it’s lucky you’re so photogenic, but I don’t suppose that’s appropriate under the circumstances.’ Saskia has never liked silence, but Beth isn’t in the mood for pandering to her wishes right now. She’s too busy trying to make sense of what she’s looking at. Dozens of photos of her on Kat’s phone. Taken in secret, Kat spying on her. Beth looks towards the window; the voile curtain that she once loved now seems so inadequate. Kat’s phone dropped just metres from here. Would she come back for it? Is she out there now?
Panic rises in Beth’s gut, and she concentrates on breathing. Kat is clearly obsessed with her, so much more of a stalker than Mark ever was. But why? And who is she? Kat told Saskia she knew Beth eighteen years ago, which was when Eddie died. Is her fixation related to his death? Or what came after? Beth can’t go to the police, not after everything that’s happened with Mark. So what can she do? Tears prick at her eyes, but she can’t let them fall; she needs to hide her fear from Saskia.
Why did she let Kat into her life? She never trusts anyone, not wholly, so why did she let her guard down with a scruffy dog walker? Perhaps that’s why. In Beth’s world, where wealth and beauty are the only currency worth trading in, Kat just wasn’t an adversary. But could it have been more than that? She thinks about her mum hanging the washing out in her tiny garden yesterday, how she reminded Beth of Kat. The community Beth grew up in always leaned on each other because managing alone wasn’t an option. She found it repellent at the time, the neediness of it, but perhaps a dormant part of her was drawn to the familiarity of Kat’s selfless urge to help.
She should have known better.
‘Have you seen the last picture yet?’
Saskia’s voice is loaded with meaning and Beth steels herself before scrolling to the end. A gasp escapes from her lips, and she rams her lips together to ride the swell of nausea rising up.