Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia hesitates for a moment, then reaches across to her coat and pulls a small phone out of the large pocket. ‘There are audio recordings of you,’ she explains. ‘But it’s the photos you’ll want to see.’ Saskia puts the phone on the coffee table and gives Beth the code. With the screen unlocked, Beth takes a deep breath, taps into the photos and scrolls through the images.

‘I would say it’s lucky you’re so photogenic, but I don’t suppose that’s appropriate under the circumstances.’ Saskia has never liked silence, but Beth isn’t in the mood for pandering to her wishes right now. She’s too busy trying to make sense of what she’s looking at. Dozens of photos of her on Kat’s phone. Taken in secret, Kat spying on her. Beth looks towards the window; the voile curtain that she once loved now seems so inadequate. Kat’s phone dropped just metres from here. Would she come back for it? Is she out there now?

Panic rises in Beth’s gut, and she concentrates on breathing. Kat is clearly obsessed with her, so much more of a stalker than Mark ever was. But why? And who is she? Kat told Saskia she knew Beth eighteen years ago, which was when Eddie died. Is her fixation related to his death? Or what came after? Beth can’t go to the police, not after everything that’s happened with Mark. So what can she do? Tears prick at her eyes, but she can’t let them fall; she needs to hide her fear from Saskia.

Why did she let Kat into her life? She never trusts anyone, not wholly, so why did she let her guard down with a scruffy dog walker? Perhaps that’s why. In Beth’s world, where wealth and beauty are the only currency worth trading in, Kat just wasn’t an adversary. But could it have been more than that? She thinks about her mum hanging the washing out in her tiny garden yesterday, how she reminded Beth of Kat. The community Beth grew up in always leaned on each other because managing alone wasn’t an option. She found it repellent at the time, the neediness of it, but perhaps a dormant part of her was drawn to the familiarity of Kat’s selfless urge to help.

She should have known better.

‘Have you seen the last picture yet?’

Saskia’s voice is loaded with meaning and Beth steels herself before scrolling to the end. A gasp escapes from her lips, and she rams her lips together to ride the swell of nausea rising up.