Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia smiles at the handsome Brazilian barista and nods. ‘Thanks, Paulo. But can I get this one in a takeaway cup? I only came out for croissants.’ He laughs and his eyes scrunch up in a cute way, and Saskia vaguely wonders what he might look like topless, and then two minutes later he presents her with an espresso coffee in a paper cup. She pushes off the wooden chair and lowers her sunglasses to avoid the vicious glare as she steps outside.

She takes it slowly up the hill on her route back home. With her eyes protected, she lifts her face to the sky and enjoys the half-hearted attempt at warmth filtering out of the sky. She knows from experience that her hangover will disappear by mid-afternoon, just in time for her to think a glass of something around 6 p.m. is a good idea. Unfortunately it’s only mid-morning, so she’s got a few more hours of suffering to contend with. As the hill gets steeper, she pauses to take a much-needed breath, then lifts her glasses and narrows her eyes.

The men stood outside Beth’s house look like police officers. Are they expecting to interview Ava about yesterday’s incident? She’s only 5 for goodness’ sake. Or has something else happened? An unwelcome wave of guilt washes over her; damn, why didn’t she stick around and make sure Mark was arrested yesterday? When did she become such a wimp?

Saskia watches the two men knock at Beth’s door and then start peering through her living room window when it goes unanswered. Are the Packards ignoring the detectives? Or are they genuinely not at home? Saskia pulls her phone out of her pocket and opens Google Maps again. She clicks into location sharing, and a quick tap on Beth’s pink dot shows that she’s at Painshill Park in Surrey. As Saskia looks back at the sky, the memory of a weeks-old conversation starts filtering through. A trip to Santa’s grotto. Something nauseatingly lovely for the whole family. Beth’s absolutely fine, she realises, then she sighs, and continues up the hill.

‘They’re not in,’ she calls out helpfully to the two identikit detectives still languishing outside Beth’s house.

‘Thanks,’ the slightly better-looking one answers. ‘Any idea when they’ll be back?’

Now that he’s initiated conversation, Saskia feels qualified to cross the road and lean on Beth’s gate. ‘Not sure; they’ve taken the kids to see Santa in Surrey. Who are you anyway?’

‘Sorry,’ the man says. He’s wearing a navy bomber jacket over a grey hoodie. ‘I’m DC Worthing. And this is my colleague, DC Stone.’

‘I recognise you,’ Saskia says, squinting behind her glasses. Now that she’s closer, she realises that it’s the same detective she spotted leaving Beth’s house on Tuesday morning. ‘Are you here about Beth’s stalker?’