Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia lets the rich coffee trickle down her throat. She closes her eyes for a moment and imagines the caffeine entering her bloodstream, like a personal trainer shouting motivational quotes to the rest of her sluggish body. Last night started as a civilised kids’ tea at Emily’s, but gradually morphed into dancing around her kitchen until the early hours, the children collected by tight-lipped husbands at some hard-to-pinpoint moment during the proceedings. The ramping up had been Saskia’s idea of course. Partly as content for her Instagram story, but mostly as a way to punish Beth for rejecting her yet again.

She couldn’t believe her eyes yesterday, looking out of her living room window and seeing that hulk of a woman merrily let herself into Beth’s house with Martha and Ava in tow. Just because Saskia didn’t offer her services, doesn’t excuse Beth for ghosting her. Saskia had checked her phone straight away in case there was a missed call, evidence that Kat wasn’t Beth’s first choice for comforting Ava after her harrowing experience, but there’d been nothing, not even a text. Once again, Beth had chosen to entrust her children to her new dog walker rather than her best friend, even after Saskia had been the one to save Ava from whatever misdeed that man was planning. (Surely the school would have told Beth that?) Well fuck her, Saskia had thought. Being born in poverty generally corresponds with being raised without morals. She’d quickly banished that thought and then mentally sworn at her parents for indoctrinating her with their judgemental views.

Beth and the girls had also been invited to Emily’s tea party (naturally), but no one had been surprised when they didn’t show up. While there had been no official word from the school, news of the intruder had spread like wildfire, and the mums had been gossiping about the incident in Emily’s kitchen. Vitriol for the school (how the hell could their security be so lax in this day and age?) and sympathy for the children affected (apparently Ava Packard got the brunt of it, poor darling, and after Beth had been such an angel with people like him). Saskia had also found out that the school had let Mark get away, which meant he was still out there, able to continue stalking Beth and her family. In fact, perhaps it was that discovery, her scuttling off rather than making sure he was apprehended, that persuaded Saskia to open another bottle and tell Alexa to turn the volume up.

‘Another coffee, Saskia?’