Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Saskia lets the rich coffee trickle down her throat. She closes her eyes for a moment and imagines the caffeine entering her bloodstream, like a personal trainer shouting motivational quotes to the rest of her sluggish body. Last night started as a civilised kids’ tea at Emily’s, but gradually morphed into dancing around her kitchen until the early hours, the children collected by tight-lipped husbands at some hard-to-pinpoint moment during the proceedings. The ramping up had been Saskia’s idea of course. Partly as content for her Instagram story, but mostly as a way to punish Beth for rejecting her yet again.
She couldn’t believe her eyes yesterday, looking out of her living room window and seeing that hulk of a woman merrily let herself into Beth’s house with Martha and Ava in tow. Just because Saskia didn’t offer her services, doesn’t excuse Beth for ghosting her. Saskia had checked her phone straight away in case there was a missed call, evidence that Kat wasn’t Beth’s first choice for comforting Ava after her harrowing experience, but there’d been nothing, not even a text. Once again, Beth had chosen to entrust her children to her new dog walker rather than her best friend, even after Saskia had been the one to save Ava from whatever misdeed that man was planning. (Surely the school would have told Beth that?) Well fuck her, Saskia had thought. Being born in poverty generally corresponds with being raised without morals. She’d quickly banished that thought and then mentally sworn at her parents for indoctrinating her with their judgemental views.
Beth and the girls had also been invited to Emily’s tea party (naturally), but no one had been surprised when they didn’t show up. While there had been no official word from the school, news of the intruder had spread like wildfire, and the mums had been gossiping about the incident in Emily’s kitchen. Vitriol for the school (how the hell could their security be so lax in this day and age?) and sympathy for the children affected (apparently Ava Packard got the brunt of it, poor darling, and after Beth had been such an angel with people like him). Saskia had also found out that the school had let Mark get away, which meant he was still out there, able to continue stalking Beth and her family. In fact, perhaps it was that discovery, her scuttling off rather than making sure he was apprehended, that persuaded Saskia to open another bottle and tell Alexa to turn the volume up.
‘Another coffee, Saskia?’