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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth feels even more positive when she walks into the kitchen. At some point during her twenty-minute shower, she remembered that she’d booked the festive family trail at Painshill Park for today. It’s a stunning eighteenth-century garden, and its Santa’s grotto is reputed to be the most authentic outside Lapland, so she’s certain the girls will love it. It will also be a chance for them to reset as a family and spend some time away from the epicentre of their problems. She knows there’s more to come with both her dad and the police, but if she can have one day surrounded by Christmas magic, and focused entirely on her family, she hopes that she’ll be strong enough to face it.

‘Morning.’

‘Hi, Mummy,’ Ava sings. ‘You really like lie-ins at the moment, don’t you?’

Simon looks at her quizzically, but she’s too caught up in her daughter’s innocent gaze to provide any explanation. Ava seems more at ease than Beth could ever have hoped for after what she went through yesterday. Beth knows that could change, and going back to school next term might be difficult for her, but for now it’s good to see her smiling. ‘Hey, guess who we’re going to see today?’ she asks, while reaching down to both pat Luna and check her paws aren’t dirty.

‘Granny and Grandpa!’

‘No,’ Beth starts, straightening up.

‘Well, actually yes,’ Simon pipes up, looking sheepish now. ‘I called Mum this morning, asked if we could stay with them for a couple of days. Sorry not to run it past you first. I just thought, with everything going on, it would be nice to get some country air.’ He pauses. ‘And have a break from London for a while.’

His meaning is clear – a break from Mark and his threats – and Beth understands why he would want that. But the Surrey countryside will provide that too, and the girls shouldn’t have to miss out on seeing Father Christmas. ‘We can’t go today,’ she says, shaking her head. ‘At least not until later.’

‘Why not?’ Simon asks. ‘Football has finished for the season.’ He pauses, glances at the girls, then lowers his volume. ‘And it’s not safe for you to be here.’

‘Don’t worry, we won’t be here,’ Beth explains. ‘I’ve booked the Christmas trail at Painshill Park, with Santa’s grotto as the grand finale, so we’ll be out of town anyway.’

‘Wait, what?’ Martha pipes up.

Ava gasps open-mouthed and pushes her palms against her chubby cheeks, like she’s auditioning for The Sound of Music. ‘Are we seeing Father Christmas today?’

‘Will we get a present too?’ Martha asks.

‘I told you he exists,’ Ava mumbles victoriously.